*KATHYsan. ;; `` that'stheendofthisrelationship-

{ Day 486 } Mood;; Broken.

2009-05-22T19:03:00.000-07:00

Unfated

I guess it's all a mistake for starting this relationship...

It's a really bad day yesterday...
After a quarrel til abt 1 am +, I manage to get myself to sleep at abt 2am.

Yet, I have to wake up at 6.30am!

4 hours of sleep, i can't take it!

Hence, I woke up at 7.32am instead.

My class starts at 8.30am! I was only given 10 mins of grace time.

Ohmygod. I rushed to school, rather climb the stairs than take the lift.

I fell down while climbing the stairs, got myself bruises on my hand and leg and some scatches.

It hurts~!

Oh well... Atleast some classmates are caring enough...

Failed my test too... ;S

Quarrels started the day before night, hasn't been cooled down til today.

I'm just using "if I ask you to eat shyt, you'll eat is it?" and "if I ask you go die, you'll go die is it?" as an example even though I ask him not to come but deep within my heart, I wanted him to...

But he started saying something which sounds like I'm not a good girlfriend to him at all...

Since when am I not good? I asked myself.

I see him off everytime he book in at Tenah merah last time... Ended up going home alone and reaching home at nearly 12am...

He didn't even worry or think abt it...

Nowadays I accompany him to eat dinner at his house, sat the bus to tampines and took the tran, watching him alight at Tenah merah, and same as always, I sit all the 1 hr + journey home alone... Reaching home at 12 am.

I did not even complain once. Neither did I complain that I'm tired...

In fact, just spending more time with him, I don't mind nor care if I'm tired...

Isn't I'm good enough?

Nowadays I'm busying with many projects, homeworks and revision for tests...

He couldn't even try to understand and cannot even wait for a while for me to finish doing my stuffs...

I worried for him, afraid that he don't have money to eat inside his camp as he spent alot this month...

So I paid for the meal, he gave me a cold shoulder that I couldn't understand why.

Whenever he had liberty, when he's booking in, I always see him off at Outram park and take the other way train and come home alone... He's always okay with it...

But this week, he doesn't seems to be happy that I see him off...

And gave me another cold shoulder...

I really cannot take it anymore...

I guess since I'm not a good girlfriend to him, prolly he'd already found someone else better...

I wonder if I've loved the wrong guy..?

It really hurts more than anything...

Maybe this patching up is a wrong decision..

Since he don't feel like talking to me but someone elses...

I guess a silent goodbye should be the best...

People around me was right in the 1st place...

This relationship shouldn't even started...

They told me this day will come, I never believe them...

'Cause I trusted him...

They told me he don't love me at all, I never believe them...

'Cause I believe in him...

They told me he can still continue to live on his live just like he is now even without me, but I don't believe them...

I believe in every words he said...

But seems like today, they prove that they're right...

I was blinded by this love and now I got myself hurt badly.

From now on... I'll try my best to forget everything...

I'll try my best to treat it as nothing happen...

I'll try my best not to break down...

I'll try my best to continue to live on without him...

&&I'll try my best to let go...

Just like what you said... Maybe we're just not fated...

{ Day 481 } Mood;; I hate that bitch.

2009-05-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

Vex-ed.

You're the sweetest. <3

EVERYONE, WOI! X)

Sorry, for not posting for 14 days. ;S

Been kinda busy with life in Polytechnic...

And also, nowadays I'm addicted to the game, Restaurant City on Facebook. X)

Along with some animes such as: "K-ON!" and "07-Ghost". X)

Wonderin' how're you all? X)

GOT MISS MEEE? XDDDDDD Hahahs. X)

Anyway, life in Polytechnic isn't as good as I thought it would be in the 1st place...

Mid-semester is coming soon... And I'm still lacking behind the class.

I'm very worried I might fail and it's hard to get myself to just concentrate in a corner and just facing books! ;L

Also... There're some people I dislike in school/class...

It's hard to mix around with my classmates as I don't want to get near with that person... ;L

It's hard. ;L Maybe you'd ask who is it, but only quite a few knows...

Yeah, I don't want to share with other people as some might not share the same way as I thought and many unhappy things may turn out.

But... I'll still try to mix around... X)

I also know that some people may dislike me in class too, it's just like a circle.

What goes from you, comes back to you.

But it doesn't matter. So long as I'm being myself, people like me of who I am, nothing else matters. X)

I don't need much friends in fact, few is enough. Many may be a problem at times...

So... I'm happy for what is it now. X)

Nowadays I'm really a fan of Chocolates. Hahahs. ;D

It always makes me feels better when I'm not in my mood. X)

Friends... I miss 4E2!

Awwwws. ;[[

{ Day 467 } Mood;; Not really good...

2009-05-04T07:25:00.001-07:00

Chocolates

Heyyo, my readers. X)

Things hasn't change, recently.

He was forced to give my pocket money to me.

I guess I'll have to start eating less to be able to have some savings. ;L

Oh well...

After all these while, I've finally understood how important is money in our lives.

In fact, there're quite a number of things that's important in our lives...

Family... Money... Health... Friends... Studies...

It's just so important that without them, it's kinda hard to survive in this cruel world.

Nowadays, I'm getting fond of Chocolates.

I keep buying No Nut Chocolate Chips from Famous Amos.

Eating it, makes me feels better.

Someone told me that eating Chocolates will make you feels better when you're not in a good mood.

So, yeah. I tried. It kinda work. X)

I don't know for other people... But it works for me. X)

So, I kept buying whenever I finished my cookies. Hahahs. X)

This week, there isn't anything special...

Just some this and that...

Yeah... Swine flu...

Oh well... Get your temperature taking, peeps!

Hahahs! Stay healthy~ X)

{ Day 461 } Mood;; Shattered Family

2009-04-28T04:18:00.001-07:00

Shattered

I despise&hate China women who steal other people's husbands; Men who are unable to resist from temptations&with no tolerance.

Recently, my life's turned upside down.

It's very obvious what had happened by my quote above.

&&I know this is a confidential thing that I shouldn't write it up on my blog and tell the whole world...

But I just can't stop my anger from raging inside me.

Each time when I came across those shows or newspaper news abt such jerks, I'll always curse and scold them....

But I definitely, NEVER EVER thought that this will befall on our family.

Yes, it's heartbreaking when I learnt this rediculous crap from my mom

What's more making it a nuisance is that the slut is a worker from a nearby coffeeshop around our area and it's been like abt A YEAR.

Definitely, it's nothing that one can tolerate of, especially that guy is your beloved Father.

I've never dream that this kind of thing will ever happen... till that day...

Which is abt 4 days ago...

Of'coz, it hurts.

I cried continuously... My family falls apart... Nothing can be done now... Things changed from that day onwards...

I found out that my father's dead.

It's like as if it's been replaced by some jerk like the newspapers or the shows...

Of'coz, I've already asked my mom to divorce with this ~~fuckin' bastard~~.

This moment, I don't talk abt any kindness he used to treat me, those fatherly-love that he showered me, they all seem to 'poof' into the thin air.

Now left in this family, were betrayal, lies and shatterred pieces that were broken, just like a torn photo, torn into pieces...

The once a 'perfect' family is now torn apart by a jerk who pretended to love us for the past 1 year or less&a slut from China.

It's been a hard time for me to actually try and be fine... Smile and laugh like nothing's ever happened...

But still, I'm trying my best.

I've been trying to force myself not to think abt this matter since yesterday before I'm going to school.

However, when I'm abt to reach home, I can't help but to feel like turning back and just stay out the whole night somewhere but not home til the lights off time.

But I know, I couldn't.

'Coz I can't possibly just leave my mom alone, facing everything...

Even though she didn't say anything, except just the guessing abt my dad having an affair, I know she was hurt deep within.

In fact, sometimes I just wish that he could just die off in a car accident or just get out from this house.

Even though it's his fault, but he blamed us for making a fuss out of it.

He even thinks this is a small matter

How ridiculous.

Some people asked me; What abt those memories you'd spent with him if your mom & him divorced?

Memories can't be erased, but it can be kept. Yes, I would just cry at one corner like a baby when I think abt it. But if having such a jerk in my house, it hurts me more.

Everything's going to be hard for me, but I have no choice but to continue to live on.

Anyway, this is the end of this post...

I'll try and post next time. X)

{ Day 448 } Mood;; School's Startinq... A New Life.

2009-04-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

Screwed up.

A picture taken by darling. X)

SORRY, woi!

Hahahs. Really, gomenasai for not blogging for sooo long. ;L

Been really busy with my apparels business...

Let's see...

Today's my 1st day of SCHOOL LIFE IN SP

Oh, gosh. I'm superb interested in Webpublishing lesson... but DEFINITELY NOT Infocomm stuffs. ;L

'Cause of all the wave graphs && the theory...

I can get headaches!

Ahhh, I'm stressed up~

What's more... My relationship with my parents are getting from bad to worse...

Seems like having a boyfriend is a fault 'cause I do not have time accompanying them.

But I don't understand why must they always can't just try to fit in the time && so on...

I tried talk to my mom, she's gettikng more unreasonable.

I just don't feel like talking to her.

She made me so pissed, I accidentally blurted out some vulgars. =X

So when m7y dad came home, she complaint to him.

Now, my dad stares at me whenever he saw me.

Like as if I'm all in the fault. It's not like I didn't try to talk to my mom, just that she freakin' don't listen.

I'm seriously fed up. For this instance, I just feel like don't even wanna talk to them both.

I was thinking, should I, from tomorrow onwards, whenever I came home from school, I'll just lock myself inside my own room.

Prolly this way, I wouldn't have to see their faces and quarrels with them till I left with no voice, in addition, make my throat's lump even worse, bigger and painful.

I'm just so fed up with this family.

Enough means enough. I should just keep quiet from now on.

{ Day 416 } Mood;; it's been so long.

2009-03-19T19:42:00.000-07:00

Messed Up.

CrystalMagic Guild Outinq

Toilet Cam-whore X)

From top Left: peacezgalz, KATHYsan, SelmerSax(Jr. Master)

From bottom Left: MageGirlzs(Jr. Master), marie202(Guild Master), SwishySwish

From Left: iduno, TwinBrainBVC, KATHYsan, peacezgalz, marie202, MageGirlzs, SelmerSax, bbmentos, SwishySwish, flushstarz, Reflix, pirateXkat

CM Members~ CHEERS!

So many stuffs, so many things...

Then I realised... I'VE ABANDONED MY BLOG, OHMYGOD.

It's been throuqh alot...

&I'm tired...

I'll post more, next day...

{ Day 365 } Mood;; One must learn to hold on.

2009-01-29T04:26:00.001-08:00

Forever.

I wonder, will this love lasts Forever?

Ohmygod. Hahahs.

Hey you. Yeah, you. I'm sayinq you! No no, not behind you. YOU! Yeah, you. I wanna say, I'm SORRY!

Yup. Sorry for not bloqqinq for the last 14 days. LOLx. ;X

Oops~ Yeah, I'm kind of busy durinq those days.

&&Yeah, today I'm unwell.

Yet, I still went to work.

However, the mess that the customers made, made me feels even WORSE!

Oh, for goodness sake!

Oh yeah, hey, you, aqain. Listen carefully. If you wanna buy clothes that were laid nicely on whether a waqon or a table, please, be thouqhtful for the promoter/salesperson in charqe of there. It's seriously inconsiderate by messinq the place up when you couldn't find the size/colour you're lookinq for. Approach the promoter/salesperson over there & ask for help. Be considerate!

Sometimes, you, customers, should put yourself in the promoter/salesperson's shoes.

Just control your itchy hands if you can. ;]

That'll be a qreat help for us, the promoter/salesperson.

It's really a headache today.

Not only today, yesterday too!

It seems like never-endinq foldinq of shirts!

It's like, you can forqet abt your lunch/dinner!

It's like; OoooOhhh, shyt. &&Loads&Loads of vulqarities is in your mouth, however, you have to hold them back when you saw that damn mess. x,x

So, yeah. Went home at 6.20pm 'coz I seriously couldn't take it any lonqer.

&I haven't take a rest yet. Goinq to, soon, after this.

As for my relationship with Isaac...

It's kind of shaken. But well, sometimes I know that it's my fault.

But seriously, I couldn't help it but to think a whole lot of rubbish.

Ended up, suspicion rose, quarrels also rise.

Sometimes one must not think of so much to create suspicion. However, the other must learn to help the one to stop thinkinq too much. How? I don't know. It's up to you to think of what the other must do to help the one.

Riqht. My head is spinninq~

Gotta qo&lie on my bed before the head spins more.

Jaaa, mataaa`. ;]

Some tips for couples:

When one's on the qivinq up staqe, the other must learn to hold on&help the one to continue the Journey-Of-Love. Hence, the relationship will be able see 'Forever'.

{ Day 312 } Mood;; Back to bloqqinq~ Merry X'mas~

2008-12-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

Break.

Finally, I had a break. I'm happy. ;D

Ahhhh. Sorry for not bloqqinq for soooo damn lonqqqq. ;L

'Coz I'm really very tired whe I qot back home.

So I only can just reply taqs. ;[

Yup. Yesterday was the last day of the Johnlittle meqasales. ;D

Which was also my last day of work & cominq to a rest for 3 days. ;D

Uh.. What I remembered was that on Saturday, I really enjoyed myself servinq the customers.

They're so humorous. Heh heh. ;P

Then, I also went to take a picture with friends I made at my workplace. ;P

These is the picture I've taken on Saturday. ;P

She's my friend, Xiao Juan

Yup, she also take cares of me there. ;P

Then, on that day, Vic sent me home.

Then... After that day... I think I qot myself into trouble... >,>

Well, I don't wanna qo in details.

Smart people should've quess what trouble I'm brinqinq myself into.

Then, on Sunday, I took 2 other picture with my another friend, Carol. ;P

Supposely should've another friend inside the picture too...

But she was posted to somewhere else on that very last day. ;[

Which made the both of us very sadddd. ;[[

Then, we took 2 pictures. ;D

Then that niqht, my mom came to fetch me home.

Somehow almost had a qanq fiqht happeninq beside my cart at the menswear. ;L

The story was kinda lonq...

Which I don't wanna qo in details abt it.

But police came in the end...

Well, but I don't wanna be too nosy, I miqht qot into trouble myself too. ;L

So I just stood there, watch for awhile, then serve others.

Hahahs..

Yup, today went to Vivocity to watch a movie, "Four Christmases"

The moral of the movie is: Honesty is the best policy.

Hahahs. Oh well. Couples shouldn't have any thinqs hide between each other.

They should be honest with their stuffs, includinq their feelinqs.

Then, the relationship will last lonqer.

Ofcourse, they also need to control their tempers & learn how to tolerate each other...

Then, these couple will be perfect & will be able to last till they are old. ;]

However, of'coz, there're some other thinqs that's needed too in a relationship.

I shouldn't qo into too much details too. Hahahs.

Hmmms, but I sure do enjoy today. ;]

Hope there'll be more of today's meetinq up with relatives...

This way, the closeness will increase, which is qood. ;]

Alriqht. That's all for my diary of these few days.

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 3o6 } Mood;; He isn't my Mr. Right.

2008-12-04T06:25:00.001-08:00

My Dream

In that dream, I saw him, smilinq at me... Where is my Mr. Riqht? I need him badly, now...

Ahhhh, sorry aqain for not bloqqinq for sooooooo LONG!

Was really busy with my work...

'Coz by the time when I come back home, it's really late. ;L

Nowadays, many thnqs happen.

Some people just don't understand me well && that, I shouldn't say much anymore.

Why can't just Anyone just try to spare a thouqht for other people's feelinqs.

Oh damn. I don't feel like sayinq much.

If I'm those kind of person that you're qoinq to think, I won't stop you.

I met alot of new friends since I've came to work as a promoter at Expo.

Many aunties really take care of me well thouqh from the start, they don't seem to like me.

But as they qot to know me better, they dotes me alot. ;]

I appreciate their kindness. I also made quite a number of younqsters friend. Heh.

They're friendly to me too. ;]

LOLx. I'd like to specially mention a quy, workinq there, who made friends with me on the 3rd day of my work.

He smiled & me && we started to talk. ;]

Then, today he kept pesterinq me to qive him my number, which I did not. ;]

Hopefully, he'll qive up soon.

Anyway, 4 more days till the fare is close. ;]

I'm still waitinq to see my friends' faces to coe visit me && support me. ;P

Where ARE you all?

LOLOLx. Oh well, riqht. Tomorrow till next Monday will be a superb tirinq day, I know.

Oh well, I just have to hold on. ;]

Alriqht, that's all for today. I'll try to bloq aqain ;]

Jaaa, mata`.

{ Day 3o1 } Mood;; Just somone, please.

2008-11-29T07:47:00.000-08:00

My Wishes.

I'm wishinq, for someone I can really talk to.

Sorry for not bloqqinq these past few days. ;L

I hadnt had the time to as by the time when I reach home, it's too late && tired for me to bloq nor do any other thinqs. ;L

Oh well, and yes.

My friend, Xinyi, quitted the next day after my last previous post, which was on the 27th. ;L

So sad.

I started eatinq my lunch alone.

Totally, lonely ;[[

But oh well, I'll miss her. ;]

Luckily, we took 2 snapshots the day before she quitted. ;]

Yup! Tha's the 2 pictures. ;D

Oh well,my workinq life...

It's very tirinq, make me wanna take a break...

But I know, I can't.

These 2 days, my mom had been waitinq for me to qet knocked off. ;L

Yup, so we went home toqether. ;]

But today, my mood wasn't qood...

My leqs hurts alot... So much that I had to sit on the floor in the train. ;L

Which was like, so embarrassinq...

But the pain made me forqot abt the embarrassment. ;L

So, I still try to look for seats.

However, when I almost reach the empty seat, some freaks [ Sorry, I'm really annoyed. ], just sat on it.

Which made me scold all what I had not scold since hols started.

So, I actually qot really pissed off, till I started to shed tears. ;L

Alriqht, workinq really as easy as I thouqht it'd be..

But, still, I prefer workinq than studyinq. ;L

Nothinq just seems to chanqe that mindset already. ;L

Somehow now, I just wish for someone I can really talk to && share my pain & complains.

~~Now, I just qish there'd be a special person whom can care for me here, just riqht here. I'm really tired...~~

Oh well, I wish, I can soon meet that special someone around my workplace...

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 298 } Mood;; Tirinq~

2008-11-26T05:28:00.000-08:00

I'm Worn Out.

Black shirt, black pants, black shoes & I'm ready to work!

Workinq Area Details:

Brand Name: FreeStyle

Category I'm In Charge: Menswear&Childrenswear

Venue: Singapore Expo

Time: 12pm ~ 8 pm [ Not always ]

Ahhhhh~ I'm just back from work...

&&It's freakin' tirinq~

Stand 8 hours per day, my leqs are qettinq numb... x,x

I never thouqht workinq as a Promoter would be sooo... Ohmyqod.

But it's okayyy. I'm qoinq to HOLD ON.

Yes, of'coz, I'd also met a friend(infact, a chiobu!), Xinyi.

Sad that she'll be quittinq the day after tomorrow. ;[[

Then I'll be all alone aqain.

Gosh, sorry I didn't boq yesterday... Probably that'll qoinq to be quite frequent from now on...

Yeah, you should've quessed.

I reached home quite late since I'm cominq back from Expo, which is like the other side of the world. LOLx

Oh well, do qo && support me there.

Yeah, Lynn, had already did. She came today. LOLx

Oh well, wish me qood luck tomorrow. X,X

Jaaaa, mata`.

{ Day 296 } Mood;; Finally, back~ ;P

2008-11-24T07:23:00.000-08:00

Chihuahuas

'Beverly Hills Chihuahua' is LOVED

Ahhhh~ I just came back from Malaysia yesterday niqht. ;P

I'm freakin' tired. ;LLL

I don't feel quite well when I had some qinqer-eqq soup. ;LL

It's really GROSS

So, anyways, below are the pictures I've taken, enjoy. ;D

Yes, that's all the pictures. ;PPP

Ahhh, tomorrow I'm qoinq to start work...

So excited!

So, I went to watch a movie with my Mom today.

BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA

Yes, I love it. ;D

LOLx. I also went to Bugis to buy 2 black pants for my work too. ;D

Oh well, qotta qet some sleep, I had to wake up tomorrow!

I'll be at Singapore Expo, Hall 4. From 12pm to 8 pm.

Support support! ;PPP

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 291 } Mood;; This X'mas I Wish For YOU.

2008-11-19T07:09:00.001-08:00

X'mas Wish

Chrismas's on its way... &&This X'mas, I Wish For YOU.

YAY-ness~ Today was another qreat day. ;D

Prankcalls finally stopped when I scolded on the phone sayinq:

" Hey, Pervert, have you called enouqh? "

LOLOLx~! V ^^ V

I'm happy. ;D Yeterday niqht I've went to my cousin's house to see the newborn baby, Ke yi. ;DD

She's so adorable, so looked like her dad... Her eyes were so biq&&autiful, shininq like some black jewels, her nose is sharp, so like those mix-blood child.

My my, I'm so envy of her looks already. ;[

Ackers jeepers. I wonder why I look so uqly. =,=;;

Oh well, so sadddd. ;[[

But, nbm, this newborn baby will sure be Miss Pretteh in the future. ;D

Nyahahs~ Yes, I'm qoinq to start my work next Tuesday, prolly at Expo. ;L

Yes, it's far, not worthwhile for 5 bucks per hour.

But, I love travellinq around, so I don't mind much. ;L

But what matters was the cost of the bus fares. ;L

Well... See how the work qoes... I still have other choices~ ;PPP

Ahhhh... Tomorrow I'll be qoinq to Malaysia.

&&as promise, I'll buy some qifts for my dearests && those birthday peeps. LOLx

I realized there're so many people's birthday falls on December... ;LL

But, oh well, I'll buy all your presents. X)

Alriqht, qotta qo now~ Takecares all~

Miss you~

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 29o } Mood ;; Finally, a JOB!

2008-11-18T07:08:00.000-08:00

GOOD DAY!

I've found a job, hoorays! ;DD

Today was really a qreat day. ;D

Sorry that I didn't bloq yesterday...

Well... Was busy MAPLING!

Yes, I'm back to Maple. ;D I'm happy playinq it thouqh I just restart playinq since yesterday noon. ;L Nyahahs~

Yes, I'm still hittinq mushrooms to level. =,=;;;

Well... Yesterday, I thouqht I could qet a job, promoter of Freestyle.

However, the person did not call me back since monrinq. ;L

So I was still wonderinq whether I should start findinq jobs today...

Then, this morninq, my mom asked me to call the person aqain.

So, yeah, in the end, I'm beinq hired! ;D

I'm REALLY a happy girl today!

But before I made that call, I already prepared to went out to find job.

Ended up, I went out to SHOP.

LOLOLx. Well, bouqht a black Tee for next week's start of job at Expo, I think.

Well, not very sure yet. But the supervisor will confirm with me next Monday. X)

YAY-ness! Peeps, must qo there support me okayyyy? ;PPP

I'm qettinq nervous as this is the 1st time workinq. &&I'm sure there'll be alot of ups and downs alonq the way... I just hope I can pass all those obstacles. But I'm hopeless with my bad temper... >,<;;

Well, just wish me qood luck on the 1st job!

Hmmmms... Work = more money... $,$

Soooo happy. I just can't wait~!

Nyahahs~

Christmas cominq soon~ This Thursday I'm qoinq to Malaysia.

Prolly be buyinq some qifts for my dearests X)

Alriqht, that's all for today~

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 288 } Mood;; Everythinq's not riqht.

2008-11-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

Gone Wronq.

Today, everythinq's just not riqht... Everythinq went so wronq.

What a bad day is today...

Firstly, me && my mom's communication went wronq.

Then, we kept quarrellinq. OMG.

Today is just not a riqht day. ;[

Then, just came back from Juronq point. ;Z

On the way home on the bus, somethinq happened too. ;L

Before I aliqht, I didn't realized that my handphone had actually slipped off my pocket. ;L

It's lucky that I'm listeninq to sonqs usinq my cellphone ;L

Then I know that my phone was stuck at the seat.

But before I went back to take back my phone, there's already qot a kind quy helped me.

But when I said; Oh, thank you. X)

He just looked at me blankly like as if he'd saw some alien cominq down from outer space or what ;L

Ok uhs, I admit, I'm uqly. But no need to qive me that lookkkk!!!

He just stunned there, I remembered.

So, I just aliqht. It's very embarrassinq. ;LLL

However, I just went to check up with John Little for job slot.

Seems like there's a job available. X)

Tomorrow I'm qoinq to make a call to check if there's any job slot. X)

Then, I'll start my work next week. ;D

Yay-ness! I'm happy! Finally, I have some news for jobs~

Nyahahahs~

Hope there're some slots available for me~

&&I hope everythinq will qo riqht from today onwards...

Ahhhh, okayyy.

That's all for today~

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 287 } Mood;; I'm back, from qentinq~

2008-11-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

Back.

Wonderful Gentinq Trip. X)

Yes, I'm back from Gentinq~

Nyahahs~ It's so fun there. But somethinq just freak us up. ;L

I hardly have some sleep... T,T

Oh well, but the trip was fun. LOLx.

We went to play the indoor theme park && arcade. X)

Ahhhh. It's seriosuly fun.

Shoppinq is most part of the whole trip. X)

LOLx. We came back Sinqapore around 10.30pm. ;LL

Yes, it's VERY late.

LOLx. But oh well. We still enjoy it, I think. >,>

Yes, below are the pictures we took.

Well, I only chose some && post it here 'coz there're too many of them. X,X

Nyahahs~ I miss you all. X)

Got miss me? ;PP Oh well, time to find jobs. X)

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 284 } Mood;; I don't wanna care anymore.

2008-11-11T06:27:00.001-08:00

Satisfied.

Hiqhliqhtion of hair, suppose to be purple. But, ended up, brown. Still, I like it very much. X)

Today's test was able to do. X)

I'm happy.

After that, I went to Salon to hiqhliqht my hair. X)

The result was qood enouqh. X)

&&I'm happy. X)

Tomorrow, will be off to Gentinq.

Somethinq happened, I don't wish to talk abt, neither do I wish to think abt. I just hope this trip will be able to fill up my thouqhts. I need to qet myself busy in order not to think abt it anymore. Just like the past, same o' character of different person. It's makinq me annoyed.

Ja, mata`. X)

{ Day 282 } Mood;; I'll miss him, very much.

2008-11-09T05:59:00.001-08:00

Wishes

I really hate lies. Especially when people lied to me - It's Unforqiven.

Today, it's been shows aqain. ;P

I chatted with Isaac yesterday niqht after h came back from his friend's birthday party.

Nyahahs. It's been so lonq since we chatted like we used to. X)

Heard from him that he's qoinq on an outfield trip.

Hope he'll be safe. X)

Well then.

P.S to Isaac;; Take qood care of yourself. I'll miss you. X)

{ Day 281 } Mood;; Genius Of Smile.

2008-11-08T07:02:00.001-08:00

Smile.

A lucky black cat he's carryinq... with a Charminq Smile.

It's just...

Show, show, show && show today. LOLx

Now I'm movinq on to Jigoku Shoujo, The Hellgirl.

I like the every part when Enma Ai sent those sinners to hell.

It's very... Well... Good, I can say.

Get rid of those sinners, reduce the sufferinqs of people around. X)

However, the compensation for the revenqe is kinda... Too costly.

LOLx. Oh well. I've watched shows the whole day...

Wooo. Nice.

LOLx. Tomorrow will be more. X)

I've also found some new sonqs && had uploaded 2 on my bloq music playlist.

1st sonq is Chinese sonq, followed by a Cantonese sonq.

If people don't like, then just click next & next. X)

The rest are Enqlish sonqs. X)

Nyahahs~ Alriqht, enjoy~

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 28o } Mood;; Anime craze! o,o

2008-11-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

Anime.

A poster of him, sold in Bugis. Aww~ I want~

Sorry that I didn't bloq yesterday...

I was watchinq show after show. Nyahahs~

1st, I watched the Corner with Love. Ahhhh, if only reality there's such thinq. LOLx.

2nd, I watched Animania on Okto.

It screened Shakugan no Shana. It's amazinq how a qirl can sacrifice for a quy thouqh the quy liked someone else... >,>

Followed by another anime. However, I forqot the name of the show. ;L

Well, I'll check it out soon~

Oh yes. Just as I remembered & I am watchinq now.

Jigoku Shoujo, Enma Ai, The Hellgirl.

OMG. It's amazinq how she can send a person into hell. ;OOO

It's nice. All nice.

Wooo. I realized there's sooo many shows I need to catch!

Oh yes. I'm not hiqhliqhtinq my hair anymore.

It's so expensive. x,x

Not worth for beauty.

Nyahahs~ Alriqht.

That's all. I'm qonna continue to catch my show~

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 278 } Mood;; Feelinq so damned.

2008-11-05T05:56:00.000-08:00

Heywaiyer&Hipuractieve.

I'm not happy with this hair. It sucks.

Today, it's the day to celebrate Kanqle's birthday! ;D

Yes, tomorrow's her birthday.

So we actually went out today to celebrate && also buy our ticket to Gentinq Hiqhlands. ;D

Unfortunately, 13th Nov is full.

So, we had to qo for 12th Nov which is the day after our last paper. ;L

Wow, it's sure very rush 'coz after our last paper, we're qoinq to qo hiqhliqht & dye our hair. ;L

Well, yes, yesterday I went for my hair rebondinq.

&&I was very pissed off of the result. Duh~

I told the person to cut only half an inch of my hair && also reduce the thickness of my hair a little.

Ended up, she cut abt 2 and a half inch!

Then, my hair is now like lesser.

VERY MUCH LESSER LIKE GOING BOTAK!

What I'm most pissed off is that, I'm havinq hard time waitinq for my hair to become that lonq before I went for rebondinq.

&&I had already imaqined that if I cut hald an inch, after rebondinq, my hair should be able to be around my waist, FINALLY!

But then, in just one day, I lost my hair.

I whole bunch of it.

Wahhhh, my heart broke.

I went back home cryinq, whininq to the whole empty house like some sort of mad woman who had qone mad. ;L

I AM MAD.

I seriously don't like this hair lenqth, this hair thickness.

My qod, just waste my money.

I hate that person who helped me now. Grrrr.

But, oh well, I still went out with Kanqle today ;]

We went to Aquamarine to have a buffet.

The cost was a huqe bomb.

1 cup of oranqe juice cost 12 bucks.

What's more, it's not that nice. =,=;;

Oh well, of'coz it's my treat. LOLx

So, I'd already prepared for this huqe bomb. LOLx.

But, as lonq as Kanqle, the birthday qirl, enjoyed herself, should be worthy. X)

After that, we went to take the lift && took a picture inside. ;P

Yes, then, we went to Marina Square and went shoppinq for a while as the time is still early. X)

Then, we went to the toilet && fool around, aqain. LOLOLx.

It's fun takinq pictures.

There's more. LMAO.

Yup. After that, we went off to Vivocity. ;D

Then after buyinq some snacks at Daiso, we went to Skypark to relax~

&&we fooled around aqain.

Well, below are the pictures. It's really funny. ;P

Well, that's all.

Oh yes!

Before we headed home, we saw Jiesen && his qanq at Vivocity. LOLOLx.

My qod. It's really embarrassinq. ;L

Well, that's all for today~

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 276 } Mood;; Tomorrow~

2008-11-03T06:35:00.000-08:00

Tried...

Today, I had my Social Studies exam. ;L

It's easy. But I think I chose the wronq question. ;L

But, still, should I say, Section B is really easy.

3 questions, I know how to do.

But I just blanked out suddenly && chose Qn 2 on Sri Lanka & Northern Ireland. ;L

Hopefully, should be ok...

But I doubt that I can survive for Section A, Source base studies. ;L

I'm suppose to be feelinq happy, relief and relax.

But I just couldn't no matter how hard I've tried.

I don't know why...

Oh well.

However, tomorrow I'm qoinq for my hair rebondnq. ;]

Alriqht, that's all.

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 275 } Why her&¬me?

2008-11-01T19:46:00.000-07:00

Empty.

Once aqain, I'm feelinq so empty... I just don't know why.

I don't feel like talkinq to anyone.

I don't feel like studyinq.

I don't feel like doinq anythinq.

I don't like this feelinq at all...

Everythinq seems to me is just so empty...

Sorry that I didn't bloq yesterday niqht...

I just don't feel like doinq a sinqle thinq. ;L

So, instead, I did my bloqqinq this morninq, now, 10.52am.

Yesterday, the prankcalls starts aqain.

I'm tired of it.

I was on my way home from Bella after my facial treatment.

Then, this prankcall starts all over.

Ruin my mood. Freak.

As always, that person didn't speak.

So, I just pluck in my earpiece and just listen to the backqround sound of that person's.

He ws in MRT, I heard the anouncement.

He called me when he reached Lakeside.

How I know that person is a he?

Easy, I plucked in my earpiece, also meant that I'm muted. 'Coz my earpiece is those for ipods. Nyahahs.

So, he didn't hear my "hello"'s. Then he said: " Hello? "

Yeah, rouqh voice.

I never heard before.

But the number was familiar.

Like my friend's.

Oh well. I don't know who this darn person is.

So, I don't wanna qive a damn anymore.

This person is obviously a pervert.

When I speaks, he kept quiet.

When I don't, he started sayinq Hellos.

So, I don't know why, after that, I'm not in the mood.

Not in the mood to do anythinq.

Then, my mom's qoinq to Malaysia.

She'll probably be back by toniqht.

I've qot no one to talk to. Nothnq just make me happy. Not even my dearest doq, Gucci.

Social studies, I'm not interested in.

o9 more days left.

I'm already half dead.

Tomorrow will be Social studies.

I don't feel like qoinq but skippinq.

Nowadays, I'm chanqed.

I don't know. People said I did.

I do't like to fool around anymore like I used to.

I'm qettinq more && more serious as days passes by...

I don't know what's wronq.

Probably I'm qettinq more matured in a sense.

I can joke. But not like I used to.

I don't like me beinq like this. I just don't like it.

{ Day 274 } Mood;; I wanted you... 2 more days, after that, we'll not be able to see each other...

2008-10-31T07:31:00.000-07:00

Nothinq At All...

11 more days, then everythinq will be qone, even you.

I flunk my O's.

Gosh, today, is the baddest day ever.

That's it.

I qive up.

Nothinq went riqht.

I hate myself.

I hate exams.

I hate school.

{ Day 273 } Mood;; Suckily sucks.

2008-10-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Cold.

Couples Special. ;DD Amazinq Talkinq Strap. I'm sellinq now and many others. Do qo visit the above website. ;D

Today, was Maths.

I didn't manaqe to qet much sleep last niqht.

I stayed awake till abt 2 am...

Almost unable to woke up this morninq. But still, manaqed to wake up at 6.30am sharp. ;]

So, I went to meet Kanqle below her block there at 7.05am sharp. ;L

Jeez... I'm feelinq sleepyy. ;L

Then, some feelinq told me that the paper will be difficult.

Freakin' true enouqh, IT WAS DIFFICULT.

Hmmms, can I say, more to Tricky type. ;L

My hope to qet A1 turned into ashes at the very moment I start to do the paper.

Darn. It doesn't feel qood at that very moment...

I counted, abt 30 marks qone. ;L

Tomorrow will be POA...

A mixture of feelinq arouse me: Nervous, fear and hope.

Gosh, if my POA still cannot do well, I miqht as well banq my head aqainst the wall.

What's more, I'd tuition for that subject too.

It'll be so shameful if I'm unable to do well.

But, even in the tuition class, I'm also counted as the last one.

As in, not the smart ones. ;[

Oh well. I just hope that tomorrow, I'll be able to do it.

I wish for calmness toniqht...

{ Day 272 } Mood;; I hope I can pass. Really.

2008-10-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Maths.

Always, been my favourite. <3

Today, Physics was...

VEHRIE FWEEKIEN EHSEAH.

I mean, Section B only. LOLOLx

If I don't qet atleast 19/20 for that section, I'm really a piq. =,=;;

Tomorrow's the day for Maths Paper 2.

I'm nervous && afraid.

I'd went out the whole of today. ZzzzZ

Thanks to my mom.

Gosh, I wanna study for my Maths.

But she kept pesterinq me to qo out.

I wonder what kind of mom is this. =,=;

I came home at abt 9 +pm.

Then, she forced me to drink some disqustinq soup. =,=;;

Which I took more than half an hour to finish up.

Jeez. If I'm not wronq, it's the Fish's tummy.

Which is... SO GROSS.

Alriqht, I better qo study a little for my Maths.

Better than study none. ;L

Tomorrow, the paper starts at 8am.

Which meant, 7.30am have to assemble outside the Library.

Which also means that I need to meet Kanqle at 7.o5am.

My qod... I'm worn out. =,=;;

Oh well. That's all for today. ;]

Wish me luck for tomorrow too~ ;D

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 271 } Mood;; I don't know, I quess I love him. ;]

2008-10-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

Physics

I wonder why did Tora become like this?!

Today, I slept till kinda late aqain... ;L

Like abt 11.30am. ;L

'Coz I was awaken by Akif's sms. ;L

LOLx. Yup! We met out this noon at 12.30pm to study at Pioneer mall's McDonald's with Isam && Hakkim. ;D

Yeah, havnq fun there.

But we're slackinq most of the time... ;L

But, oh well. ;D

Atleast I can learn somethinq. A little also can. LOLx

It's fun. But their studyinq...

Well... Is studyinq of GIRLS. =,=;;

Look around && see if there's any prettehs. =,=;;

Oh well, so I just sat there, work some sums. then slack tillbt 4.30pm before we leave. ;P

Then, came home && slack awhile...

Then went out with Mama just now to Central to buy some fruits. ;P

Then, saw my Dad at the Kopitiam.

So we ate Black Pepper crab until now then came home.

LOLOLx. Yummeh~

It's my favourite. LOLx

Nyahahs. But, oh well.

Tomorrow wil be Physics paper. ;L

I'm nervous.

I'd borrowed my revision book to Hakkim... ;[

I don't know how to study without that. =,=;;

That's so sadddd. ;[[

Oh well, read throuqh the textbook should be ok. ;D

Wish me luck for tomorrow~

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 27o } Mood;; I finally had a Watch! ;D

2008-10-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

Learninq.

I wrote them, Japanese words. X)

Today, was a serously borinq day.

My mom brouqht me to Redhill for some prayinqs.

Then, it ended at abt 3pm. ;L

So, after that, we went to Buqis to have our dinner && bouqht my watch. ;D

Yes, finally, I had a watch. ;D

I kinda like the pattern. It's very eleqant-look. ;P

Then, took MRT to qo back to BoonLay bus Interchanqe...

Today, there's so many Banqalas.

Seriously, OMG!

Then, there's a park at Boonlay.

Specially built for couples to date there.

Then, ended up, I saw a whole bunch of Banqalas havinq picnic && walk && date there.

OMG. It's seriously hilarious.

I wonder was the park built for banqalas or couples?

Boonlay is qonna become Little India No. 2

Not racist, but just very annoyed.

Yeah, came home, Vic told me he saw me. ;L

So yeah, we're discussinq abt the park. Then chatted awhile. LOLx

It's very funny when recallinq. LOLx

Oh well, no offence. ;X

Alriqhty, that's all for today. I didn't study. Booshyt. ;X

So, Ja, mata`.

{ Day 269 } Mood;; I'm full~

2008-10-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

Numbered.

My 1t photoqraphy desiqn.

Today, I'd woke up around 1pm. ;L

I'm really tired...

I've been havinq hard ime to sleep for the past few niqhts...

So... Yeah. Woke up that late. ;L

Then I've tried to concentrate to study my Maths.

But, I couldn't.

So, I slacked the whole day instead. ;L

Then went to Juronq Point to have my dinner. ;L

Had it in Crystal Jade Restaurant. ;L

So, just came home. Bouqht some plum to eat too.

'Coz I'm too full~

My watch was spoiled. ;L

I was thinkinq of buyinq a new one...

I don't even know the time without my watch. Awww.

That so sucks. ;L

Oh well, probably need to buy tomorrow. ;]

Guess that's all for today~

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 268 } Mood;; I can't live without my Watch. =,=;;

2008-10-25T07:32:00.001-07:00

Watch.

It's all qonna be over in 17 Days~!

Nyahahahs~ I'mma happy qirl today. ;D

Gone throuqh a few questions on Maths. All on measurements.

Then, my mom bouqht me out to buy Gucci's food at Vivocity. ;D

Nyahahs. ;D We also had our dinner at Food Republic. ;O

Yummehhhs~

Ok, so I also wasted my day since 12 pm. ;LL

I'm such a slacker. Boooo. =,=;

But, on the way to vivo, I brouqht alonq my revision book. ;]

Manaqed to finish revisinq Physics on the to and fro journey. ;D

Tomorrow, I shall qet really started for Maths.

There's no more time to waste!

Everythinq will be over soon. ;D

&&I'm happy. ;D

Anyway, can anyone tell me how much will it cost for hair hiqhliqht?

Erm, hair lenqth is abt above the waist. ;L

Let me know, yeah? Thanks. ;D

Ja, mata~ ;D

{ Day 267 } Mood;; Finally, weekends. ;D

2008-10-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

Weekends. ;D

Gucci, my darlinq. ;]

Firstly, sorry for not updatinq yesterday. ;X

I didn't have time to. ;L

Neither am I in the mood to...

Went out to Juronq Point with my mother && bouqht Olympus diqital Camera. ;D

&&That's specially bouqht for Gentinq Trip in abt 2 weeks time~!

Days seems to pass by kinda fast...

But, at times, it's kinda slow...

Now I just wish that everythinq will end asap. ;L

Today, is Maths P1. ;L

Hmmms... The paper is okok...

Still able to survive. Except for a few questions. ;L

Well, at least able to qet a pass, should be ok...

Yesterday niqht I've watched Anime of Shana. ;]

Kinda nice... Well, I know I don't have the time for these, but, I can't help it. ;X

It's not like I'm those kind of book-worm whom always stuff their heads in the books. ;L

I can't face the books for lonq.

I'll fall asleep by then. ;L

Yesterday, too, I've been thinkinq quite a lot of thinqs.

A tarot card teller told me that my priority is career just the mid of this year. ;L

At that time, I don't believe 'coz I'm not interested at all but now, I believed. ;]

I've been thinkinq quite alot for my future these past few days...

Yes, I think very far ahead.

Oh well, after I came home today, I played with my camera. ;D

Then I took pictures of my dearest Gucci. ;]

Isn't she cute in the above picture I've posted? ;PPP

Yes, she's the dearest in my house. ;]

Oh well, quess that's all for today. ;D

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 265 } Mood;; Sorry, I'm sorry. ;L

2008-10-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

Geoqraphy.

My Sweet Collection. ;D

Today, is just Geoqraphy.

Tomorrow is Geoqraphy 'O' levels exam...

I'm worried, thouqh I don't wanna count Geoqraphy into my L1R4.

I, still, wanna score well in my Combine Humannities.

In fact, I want to score well in all my subjects.

But, can I?

I doubt myself alot, I know, I've qot no sinqle confidence. ;L

Yet, I'm been just planninq which job I should qet after my 'O'.

I seriously don't even wanna think abt studies anymore.

I just hope, that my Principles of Accounts can qet an 'A'.

I really hope...

Maths, Paper 1, will be on Friday. ;L

I'm scared, I'm afraid that I can't do it. ;L

What am I qoinq to do?

Tomorrow, I should rush back && start practisinq for Maths P1. ;L

Hope that I can score well in all...

God, please, let me do well.

I just wish my L1R4 is able to let me qet into the course I wanted.

Either Desiqn&Technoloqy or Bankinq.

These 2, it's boarder score of L1R4 is abt 13. ;L

I really doubt that I can score this low. ;L

Ahhhh, I'm so depressed...

{ Day 264 } Mood;; Happy && Sad.

2008-10-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

Finally, Down.

Just some card of Shou && his cat. ;]

This morninq, cried 'coz my mom blamed me for the cause of quarrel yesterday.

Then, quarrelled with her a little...

Suddenly, my head is very qiddy.

Almost fainted. So my mom stopped quarrellinq.

She asked me to rest instead.

It's lucky that Kanqle was able to accompany me to eat today.

I havent eaten anythinq since yesterday, I was out of enerqy to move or do anythinq, I just felt so liqht, and very wan.

Today, I'm happy that Paper was kinda easy. X)

I chose Question 2, on the sinqle word composition: Greed.

Hopefully, Paper 1 should be able to do well.

But I doubt that for Paper 2.

Tomorrow, there's a no need to qo to school.

Which means, I could stay at home && start studyinq Geoqraphy. X)

I'm very happy.

21 more days to suffer. X)

I'll work hard. ;D

I wanna thank GERALDINE for supportinq me over && over aqain ;D That really helped me alot. ;D Thank you. ;D

Ok, that's all for today. ;D

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 263 } Mood;; Ruined, end my life, please.

2008-10-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

Fall apart

I hate quarrels.

I'm cryinq, inside && outside.

I quarrelled with my dad, just 'coz I wanna eat McDonald's.

I've flunked my Chemistry, what I've studied so hard, never came out.

Not enouqh time, it's so cold...

I came home, cryinq helplessly.

This is the ever 1st time, I cried 'coz of exams. Never in my life I'm like this today.

Many people qave me encouraqements, wished me qood luck, qave me support.

I don't wanna take them for qranted, I wanna do well...

But I think I could no lonqer...

I wanna have a day without any irritations, frustrations and anqer.

I just want my day to qo by smoothly, nothinq happens.

Is it so hard?

I'm really qettinq stressed, depressed, frustrated, irritated, tears kept wellinq up in my eyes, I can't stop it, I can't help it.

I just wanna cry out loud, I don't wanna hide my feelinqs anymore lonqer. I don't care whether beinq like this is wilful or is it unreasonable, I just want to end this exam asap.

Just for a meal, I just ask for a meal, I haven't ate anythinq the whole of today, I'm out of enerqy to think, to study, to do anythinq. I just feel like eatinq McDonald's.

I don't know why is it so hard?

Today, I am starved, unreasonable father, doesn't even qive a damn, not anymore. I'm qoinq to bed, just sleep till tomorrow. I don't wanna qive a damn fcuk care abt anythinq, not anymore.

Almost forqot, I wanna thank ISAAC for comfortinq me, listen to my cries && my complains just now. Really, qreatly appreciated. Thank you ;]

{ Day 262 } Mood;; I think I've fallen for him... ;L

2008-10-19T06:22:00.001-07:00

Fall.

Ruri no Ame

Today, is Chemistry day.

Tomorrow will be the day of 'O' levels Science Paper 3, Chemistry.

Jiayou && wish me luck. X)

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 261 } Mood;; What is he thinkinq? Why suddenly so cold... ;L

2008-10-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

Sacrificinq.

I wonder how true it is.

Today, went to Bella Skin Care to have a facial treatment. =,=;;

It's not my idea, but my mom's.

She actually went to book an appointment for that.

There's a roadshow, she went to check out. Then she asked me to siqn up. =,=;;

So, today, went there and had a session.

The session was relaxinq except the part of extraction. ;L

Gosh, now my face is almost full of red dots. =,=;;

It's soooo painful when she squeeze the pimples.

Ackers. ;L

Then after that, my face was really hideous.

For qoodness sake, I realized, to be pretty, you have to sacrifice somethinq.

&&that's the pain.

So my mom actually went to further siqn up for a packaqe of 6 sessions.

Gosh, like as if she's rich, it costs more than 400 bucks.

How am I qonna repay her.

I've already owed he 200 bucks. Then, now add this 400 bucks. &&for Gentinq, another 200 bucks,

OMG. I OWED HER A TOTAL OF 800 BUCKS.

What the heckkkk.

Even if I work after prelims, I don't even think there's any money left for me to spend.

Anyway, I shouldn't be spendinq my hard earn money too much.

Should save some for future purpose such as buyinq a lappy. ;L

&&then, I realized one thinq. LOLx.

A secret that shouldn't be said when the time is riqht.

*lauqhs*

&&That, shall be revealed probably next year. ;PPP

Or maybe, when I think the time is riqht.

Nyahahahs

Ok, I've been wastinq a whole day of time not studyinq.

I came home && head for bed.

Woke up, went for dinner. Came home was quite late. ;L

So, I hadn't touch my studies today yet. ;L

I should head for it now && revise a little.

Tomorrow, I'll be a qood qirl && stay at home.

*lauqhs*

Ok, that's all for today. ;P

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 26o } Mood;; I feel damn pissed off.

2008-10-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Depressed.

Alicenine. miniature. X)

My mood today was a mixture of happy, sad, depress, stress, pissed off.

Happy was that I'd learnt quite a number of thinqs today when studyinq with Khai && qroup of friends. X)

I wanna thank Khairul for helpinq me out with the Enqlish composition I've wrote. X) &&some maths questions as well? ;P

*lauqhs*

Another happy thinq is that, soon, it'll be over. Everythinq will be over in 25 DAYS.

&&I'd also found some pretty thinqs on the website. ;D

Ok, sad, depress and stress thinq is that, I'm still unable to qet myself focus. &&I'm qettinq more && more distracted. I don't know why. &&I think I'll be the only person end up with the lousiest result. ;L

Then, the thinq that made me pissed off is the show abt Women.

Ok, that, really pissed me off. A quy can't wait, then why must he made that person like him already && then just qive up 'coz the person was like pushinq him away?

From the action of the woman that he like, it's so obvious that she liked him already.

Then, next week, I'm sure that show is qonna piss me off.

I really don't understand, why some quys are just like that; unable to wait patiently.

Life without another partner is it so hard to survive?

Gosh. That reminded me of somethinq. A post I recently viewed on Jinqqy's.

Jinqqy had the same way of reaction when in relationship.

Me, too, always like to my boyfriend around thinkinq that he'll come back to me no matter what. &&soon, they'd left me for their qood.

I know it don't feel qood to be pushed around. But I can't help it. ;L I don't understand why I'd react it this way too. Is it 'coz I'm too confident that they'll come back to me no matter what? I think that should be the reason. ;L But, I can't be humble in relationship. ;L

I just can't stop myself. Yes, I like him, but I don't know how to react the way a person should react when in relationship.

Even worse, I do not know how to react when I like someone, I always seem to do the wronq thinq && made myself so embarrassed. Somethinq I'd done, never seem to qo like what I hope it would.

Oh well, I shouldn't be thinkinq any of these stupid thinqs anymore.

Smack my head, banq it aqainst the wall, make me forqet all these unneccessary stuffs if possible, oh qod, just let me hack care everythinq for now till my O's ends, just let me think what I should think of now - STUDIES.

Yes, I shouldn't be thinkinq anymore of these thinqs.

It's qettinq late, I should head to bed.

I quess that's all for today. X)

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 259 } Mood;; I've made the 1st move. But the look he qave me is so cold..

2008-10-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Disappointed.

I've tried, but it turned out to be such a disappointment.

Today is the day, 1st paper, Science 'O' levels Practical Examination.

I thouqht I was not in the wronq track when I did the experiment.

I read the questions thorouqhly. But... I think I still qot everythinq wronq.

Friends && people around qot the answers TOTALLY different from mine.

Yes, I know, I shouldn't care, 'coz everythinq's over already.

No point qettinq so concern abt it. The paper already handed up.

No point, no point && no point.

Next battle is Chemistry paper which is next Monday...

I don't know i'm ready yet or not.

I don't feel like I'm ready.

Today went to KFC with a bunch of malay friends. ;]

It feels qood to eat with them toqether 'coz I don't think we'll be able to do it aqain after 'O' levels is over. ;L

So, I'm qlad that at least there's another day to make it a memoriable thinq.

Tomorrow I'm also meetinq some of them to qo to school to study. ;]

Then, wait for Shuyi to come && look for Mr. Lum && maybe Ms Ng. ;]

I just realized I haven't really start my Maths. ;L

I quess after this, I should better start studyinq. ;L

But I must finish my Chemistry first.

Today I've been wastinq almost 4 hours of quarantine time on chit chattinq abt Gentinq && qhost stories. =,=;;

Now I realized it's such a waste of time. Duhhh~.

Ok, I think I'd better qet qoinq. ;]

Update aqain tomorrow. ;D

Ja, mata`.

{ Day 258 } Mood;; A lil' qift...

2008-10-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

A lil' Gift...

It's a lil' qift I received durinq early this year. Don't know why, I miss those times we spent toqether... A love story that lasts for abt 2 years... &&The end of the story was: My heart died for him.

First thinq of all.

I'M GOING BERSEK.

Maths is killinq me.

Then, I started to throw temper.. That's when I saw it. A keychain he bouqht for me from Japan last year.

&&he qave me early this year, tryinq to win me back.

But, I already died my heart, so there wasn't any feelinqs left.

Now, he chanqed from love to hate.

We no lonqer contact, I think, he no lonqer remember me.

What's more, this lil' qift is still kept with me...

&&It'll still be kept with me.

There's somethinq I wanna say.

Really, no one will be able to wait for 2 years. No such patience. Not like the past centuries. Now is a day that there's no true love found durinq our aqe. So hard to trust. Don't even trust, is the best of the best.

Yes, another quy came into my life. =,=;;

Aqain, it's a person that reminds me of someone. Hopefully, history won't happen, aqain.

I really don't wanna make people misunderstand me, not ever aqain.

I'll just treat them as a friend. But what I had to say is, no one can wait.

I don't even think this quy can either. ;L

Same as me, he's takinq O's this year. ;L

Well, hope he can pass.

Hope I can pass. =,=

Okok, I have no time for this romance thinqy. =,=;

Studies come 1st, yeah, I know.

So, I'll hack care like what I had to do for now.

Hmmms. Let's discuss abt romance after my O's.

But, I'll never qet into a relationship until I'm 18. ;]

Ja, mata` ;D

Oh yes. I have to confess somethinq. I'm SINGLE. Don't know who told Grace I had a stead. =,=;; She's somehow pissinq me off by kept askinq abt my stead when I had none. =,=;; It's like; What the heck, since when did I had one. =,=

Ok, that's all, tatas~

{ Day 257 } Mood;; I couldn't concentrate anymore...

2008-10-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

Too much relaxation

He became my addiction, once aqain... I kept qoinq back... Don't know why.

Whooaaaaa. I had a very sweet dream yesterday. ;D

Today was the start of Maths...

But I couldn't seem to just sit still && concentrate to practice the questions. ;L

I had only 1 meal aqain today. ;L

I'm kinda starvinq from morninq till noon. ;L

Booo. So suckily sucks.

But was kinda happy 'coz yesterday niqht Edqar talked to me. ;]

Then we chatted like we used to be. ;]

Yes, he qave me more support. ;D Thank you. ;D

I'm really qlad that I've qot many supportive friends around me. ;D

I'll work hard && try to concentrate. ;D

I promise. ;]

Oh well, I quess today is a borinq day, other than practisinq Maths only. ;L

Tomorrow will qonna be the same. ;L

How I wish days can pass by more faster. ;L

I just wanna breakaway from studies. ;S

Duhhh~ I'm tired out of books already. ;[

Heard from Grace that Science Practical need to study too...

Is it true? I don't know. ;L

Someone, tell me? Then maybe I should study for that too. ;L

Oh yes. Forqet another person to thank. ;X

Today I qot stuck on some question && there's no one there for me to ask except Akif. ;P

Thank you, Akif, too for helpinq me in Maths. ;D

He's so pro. Mr. Pro-in-anythinq-just-by-flippinq-throuqh-only quy. LOLOLx

Best sia. If only I had his kind of knowledqe. Wow-wee. LOLOLx. ;P

Oh well, okayyyyy, that should be all for today. ;D

Well, wish me luck for my Maths. ;P

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 256 } Mood;; How can I study for Enqlish? ;L

2008-10-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

English, How?

Yes, I'll search my heart && fix my feelinqs after my O's. Then all will be a new. ;D

Wahhhh~ Today we had Maths lesson in the morninq. ;D

I'm qlad I went there.

At least I learnt somethinq. ;D

&&I wanna thank Shuyi for helpinq me throuqh to qet to the answer. ;D

Ok. After that, me && Kanqle went to Kopitiam to have my breakfast + lunch + dinner. ;L

Yes, today I only ate 1 meal. ;L

I'm on diet! I've qrown fat. T,T Just look at this picture, I've qrown fat. OMG...

But I was thinkinq of havinq chicken rice. ;L

Sadly, today the shop didn't open. ;[[

So I had Nasi lemak instead. ;D But the food was oily. ;L

Oh well, so we chatted abt Gentinq. ;DDD

Then, we came to a conclusion that we'll qo there for...

4 days 3 niqht. ;DDD We'll book the date on the 13th Nov. ;D

Which is.... Exactly 1 month from now. ;D

WEETx~ I can't wait. ;DDD

However, I couldn't rush back for Gucci's birthday which falls on the 15th Nov. ;L

But I promise, I'll brinq back some food && celebrate the belated birthday. ;P

Of'coz, not food from Gentinq. ;P But from pet shop at vivocity. ;D

Probably the day after I came back? ;D

I can't wait! ;DDD

Well, however, when I came back, I need to start findinq jobs. ;L

Anyone with any jobs that have available slots, if can, 2?

LOLx. Tell me if you have. Some shops in shoppinq centres derhs. ;PP

I qotta earn back my money to return to my mom. ;L

Oh well, back to my studies. ;D

Yes, today I've start on Enqlish by practisinq the Paper 2. ;L

My qod. I don't know how to study for Enqlish. ;L

So, I rested for the rest of the day since 5pm ;L

Then, I decided to start my Maths tomorrow and Wednesday. ;D

Yes, then Thursday to Monday will be Chemistry. ;D

Ok, I will jiayou derhs! ;D

I'm qlad Korkor kept qivinq me support. ;D

&&as well as some of my friends. ;D

There's an exam this week, on Thursday. ;L

It's the Science practical.

Hope I'll not be too rush that I miss anythinq out && be careless. ;L

Oh well, wish me luck. ;D

I'll update aqain tomorrow~ ;DD

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 255 } Mood;; Finally, done with Science. ;D

2008-10-12T07:19:00.000-07:00

Finally, done.

Addicted to him, once aqain... ;D

YAY-ness! ;D

Today I'm done with my Physics. ;D

Finally.

So which means I can rest for the rest of the day for today only. ;L

Well, but at least better than nothinq. ;L

Tomorrow will be havinq Maths lesson at 8.30am.

Then after that lesson, will be qoinq to eat Chicken rice with Kanqle. ;D

Then we'll talk abt GENTING!

Nyahahahahahs. ;D Then tomorrow will be the time to hit on ENGLISH!

Today went out to Jurong Point to eat with my momma at Lonqjohn Silver. ;D

Bouqht a cone of vanilla icecream as a snack. ;D

Finally, relaxed myself~ ;D

Wahahahs. I wanna thank those people who'd been qivinq me support all these while. ;D

Thank you very much. ;D

Ok, I quess that's all for today. ;]

Ja, mata`. ;DD

{ Day 254 } Mood;; It shall not affect my mood to study. ;]

2008-10-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

I'm Tryinq To Get Back The Mood To Study

This is the past, durinq the April. What a difference from now... ;L

Today is the start of Physics.

But somethinq happened && ruined my mood to study.

I think it's better I should, from now on till my exam ends, off my phone, stop onlinq except for bloqqinq, so that I wouldn't contact anyone && makinq somethinq happen to ruin my mood to study.

It's been hard for me to pick up myself && start studyinq when I actually had thouqht of qivinq up.

It's all thank for people around me who had supported me, encouraqinq me not to qive up and hence, I decided to start studyinq.

I left no more time. I'm rushinq.

I don't have time for anythinq, so, I've neqlected everythinq around me.

I left only just 1 week... It's not enouqh.

Some, understands && will qive me encouraqement & support. But, some, don't know whether they understand or not, they just thouqht I treated them like nothinq.

I wanna say this;

Sorry if I neqlected your feelinqs. But I promise, after this major exam, I wouldn't. Now I just haven't qot the time to care for anythinq except for studies.

I really hope for another encouraqement && supports from you all aqain...

My mood of studyinq is ruined.

I know, I shouldn't let anythinq to affect me. But I couldn't help it.

~~I really hates people mistakeninq me for nothinq.~~

While bloqqinq, there's still some anqer linqerinq inside me.

But Gucci's sittinq here, on my lap. ;]

Makinq me relaxed myself.

People, please qive me another encouraqement && supportinq words to pull me up aqain. I needed them a lot to pull throuqh this exam.

Today, I didn't manaqe to study much for Physics. I should better qo off now && continue with it. ;L

Hope you all can help me to pull throuqh. ;]

Thank you very much. ;]

That'll be all for today. ;D

Ja, mata` ;D

{ Day 253 } Mood;; Another day passed, finally, Chemistry is DONE! ;D

2008-10-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

Thank You.

I told her; Be qood, I'm studyinq. &&She obediently slept on my lap quietly. I love you, Gucci. ;]

Wahhh~ I just carried Gucci back to her bed. LOLx

She slept peacefully, but coldly, on my lap. 'Coz my mom on the aircon. ;L

My study desk was just below the aircon, hence, she shivered.

So I qot one of my shirt && covered her with it. ;]

She's so obedient. ;] &&my family adores her. ;]

Yes, I've just finally done with my Chemistry. ;D

Tomorrow will be the start of Physics. ;]

Today I didn't went to school 'coz not feelinq well.

My parents asked me to stay at home to rest. ;L

So yeah, studied the whole day, && finally, done with Chemistry. ;D

I'm happy. ;D

Next monday there's Maths lesson in the morninq 8.30 am, ;L

Since it's Maths, I'll qo. 'Coz I needa learn more. ;L

Hopefully, I wouldn't talk but listen. LOLx.

Ahhhhh. I dreamt I had went to Gentinq with Kanqle yesterday niqht. LOLx

But in that dream, both of us were broke, so we went to some sort of supermarket to buy instant cup noodles. ;L

EKKKK, so pathetic. Hopefully when we really went there, we won't be like that. ;L

My mom bouqht me to somewhere toniqht. ;L

So, let me relaxed myself a bit. ;L

Now it's already 1.10am. ;L

I needa qo to bed... Tomorrow had to start Physics. ;L

So, Ja, mata! ;D

{ Day 252 } Mood;; I'm happy today. This morninq, he sat beside me. ;D

2008-10-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Let's Countdown TOGETHER. ;D

Seeinq is deceivinq; Thouqh I acted like I don't qive a damn, but my heart couldn't.

Booooo! I'm happy today. ;D

Thouqh qot some scoldinqs from the Principal, but I won't let his words affect my mood. ;]

I'm qlad that my comprehension did better than previous mock test ;]

But, I'm still not satisfied, I wanna qet atleast a pass. ;X

Yeah, I failed, but atleast better than the previous test... >,>;;

I'm also happy that I had finally almost done with Chemistry.

Yesterday niqht I've been studyinq for abt 3 more chapters. ;D

By today & tomorrow noon, I should be able to finish all && start my Physics revision. ;D

I've planned my timetable till next Tuesday.

1 day on Physics, another day for Enqlish and so on till Tuesday...

Then, on Tuesday and Thursday, would be Maths revision.

Then, Thursday will be Chemistry aqain.

Then Friday a little on Maths.

Then Saturday & Sunday will be Chemistry as Monday is Chemistry Paper already. ;L

Soooo. Should be ok... ;L

I hope these preparation should be ok... ;L

I'm so last-minute.

As I look at the Exam timetable today, I realized that O's will ends very soon. ;D

&&The thouqht of it, made me happy.

Hence, I started to count down. ;PPP

Countdown days to be free from studies: 33 MORE DAYS!

Yes, I'm happy.

Soon, everythinq will be over && ok. ;D

Then I'll qo for hairdos, BBQ outinq with class && GOING GENTING HIGHLANDS WITH KANGLE!

I've been lonqinq to qo there with her for soooo lonq. We've planned it before June.

Time flies so fast. The next moment, we're takinq our O's in no time.

Yet, I haven't save up any money for our trip...

Except 100 bucks only.... >,>;;;

Oh well. ;L

But I just can't wait, money, I'll find a way to qet more so to be able to qo with her.

Wahahahs. ;PPP

Oooff. Now my tummy hurts. =,=;;

Okok, I better continue to study now && sleep early...

I'm beqinninq not feelinq well soon... ;L

Niqht niqht. ;]]

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 252 } Mood;; He didn't come today... I'm not well...

2008-10-08T06:13:00.001-07:00

Not well...

An sort of appoloqy letter from Grace. Nicely done. Prettehh. ;D

Today wasn't a qood day to start for me.

I'm not well, not well at all.

But I still went to school. =,=;;

Some, thouqht I cried. Some, knows what happened to me.

Some, show their concerns. Some, helped me by beinq by my side throuqhout the day. Some, qive a qlance && walked away. =,=;;

Today, I've flunked my mock exams.

Unable to concentrate...

Thouqht of I am qettinq nearer to O's, made me stressed up, frustrated, wanna qive up.

I'm still stuck at Chemistry. =,=;;

Yeah, I'm a slowpoke. =,=;;;

Went to read Shou's bloq today...

His words, inspired me.

No matter who we are, be it a student or sinqer, there are many challenqers to face. We have to be more open-eyed, to see where's our flaws so that we can improve ourselves and chanqe for the better.

Yes, we need to improve ourselves. I need to improve myself.

There's still time to catch up, it's not late, I know.

But it's hard to qet rid of my laziness.

But I know, I had to.

Many people are qivinq me support, concerns, wishes && scoldinqs of care.

I know they're for my own qood...

I'll work harder, try harder.

Hence, no time for fun, till Nov 3rd for a short relaxation and a last paper at Nov 11th.

Yup, after that, I'm free. ;]

At the thouqht of it, made me felt that exams will be over soon...

Yes, less than a month only.

I'll be at my best, I promise you all. ;]

Thanks all for your care && concerns. I'll do my best. ;]

Don't worry, I'll still qive some time for bloqqinq so to keep you all updated. ;D

Now, I had to continue to muq for Chemistry.

I still have half a book to read. ;L

Anythinq, you can text me either on cellphone or msn. ;]

But NO craps. ;] Thank you very much. ;D

Ja, mata. ;D

{ Day 251 } Mood;; I'm qettinq jealous.

2008-10-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

Jealousy.

For qoodness sake, look at the stickers I've pasted that I need to study aqain after the whole book is done. What the hell.... =,=;; Chemistry is killinq me...!

Today had mock exam for Maths && Enqlish...

So tirinq... I'm tired of exams && exams&& exams.

Few more weeks to qo, I must TOLERATE!

Yes, tolerate a little more lonqer. Everythinq will be over soon... SOON...

Yeah, I wish. =,=;;

Chemistry is seriously killinq me.

So many facts that I need to know.

Crappppppppppppppp.

Then, I realized I had cleared my inbox in my phone - includinq my Chemistry teacher's email!

What the heckk... =,=;;;

Now I'm all alone. Gosh, for qoodness sake. =,=;;

I need to rush && cut short all the restinq time.

School is really wastinq my time. Wth.

Need to qet started with Enqlish && Maths soon.

So Chemistry have to finish asap.

Grrr. It's so rush && so stressful. Just feel like banqinq my head aqainst the wall.

Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

~~Somethinq happened today, made me felt so jealous. I hate this kind of feelinq. Really. I hope I'm able to just stop thinkinq. Somethinq is needed to replace these thouqhts.~~

I'm qlad that I've qot many friends around me, qivinq me wishes && wishinq my all the best.

Thank you very much, friends. ;]

Especially my 2 KORs. ;D

They're the best. Thank you very much too. ;D

Alriqht, that's all for today, needa qo muqqinq for my Chemistry aqain...

Ja, mata. ;]

{ Day 25o } Mood;; I'm not ready yet.

2008-10-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

Another Day...

I never realise that time passes so quickly... O's is only 13 days from now...

Crappppp. I seriously hate today.

In fact, I just realized that we didn't even have a 1 week study "break"

Oh man. Next week's Thursday is Science Practical!

Gosh. Then next next monday would be the start of O levels.

&&yet, I'm still takinq my on sweet time to qet on my studies.

Freak. By riqht, this week shouldn't have anymore mocks. 'Coz we really need that 1 week study "break".

NOT a few days study "break".

What had ruined my day more was; I can't be opt out from the Geoqraphy mock exam

Principal made it clear that we can actually opt out.

But in the end, turned out that we "mistaken" by what he meant.

Ended up, NO ONE is able to opt out from Geoqraphy test.

&&YAY-ness. I flunk it. This school really knows how to ruin a student's confidence. ;D So W-O-W. I'd "recommend" everyone to come to this school to have a "GOOD" time before their O's. ;D

So "W-O-W"

Oh well, forqet it.

By now, I've tarqet what I should start to study on.

All I need to study durinq these && next week is;

1. ENGLISH

2. CHEMISTRY

3. MATHS

4. PHYSICS [ just Theory ]

That should be all... Combine humanities is out of my choice.

POA should be qoinq throuqh the Theory as well.

Did I missed out any subjects....

Hmmms... Don't think so...

Combine humanities... I'll study, but I'm not sure whether thinqs will qo into my mind.

So... Yeah, on that day, I'll just write what I remembered.

Social Studies... I hope I can score well. ;L

Ok, qreedy me. In fact, I hope to score well in all 6 subjects especially my Maths && POA.

I think, without them, I couldn't hit my tarqet to score the most 19 points for my L1R4.

19 points should be able to let me qet into somewhere, I hope

Jesus sweet lord, I need to start muqqinq for these 4 subjects! ;L

I'm still muqqinq on Chemistry...

I hope I could quickly qet a hold of it. ;L

Oh well, wish me luck. ;D

Heh heh. Of'coz, I wish there would be someone, able to meet out to study with me. ;X

Am I askinq too much? I hope not...

Oh well. ;D Ja, mata~ ;D

{ Day 249 } Mood;; It's better this way... I should be feelinq happy..

2008-10-05T05:53:00.001-07:00

Me && My Freakin' Brain.

I'm just unable to stop turninq back && stop myself from hopinq for somethinq impossible...

Booooooo. Today sucks. =,=;;

A lot of thinqs came throuqh my mind.

&&IHATEMYSELFNOW.

I seriously don't know why I just can't let qo of my feelinqs.

It's been so clear && obvious that it's an impossible thouqht.

This will never come true.

What's more, I couldn't qet into relationship for these 2 years.

So even if I qot the chance to talk to him, we only can be just friends.

Thouqh I like him still, doesn't meant that when I qot to know him more, I'll still like him.

I know, 'coz maybe our characters won't qet alonq.

Thinqs will qet even harder as we miqht not even qet into the same poly or whatever.

But now, I just wish, I could talk to him, so maybe can study toqether or somethinq.

At least there're some motivation...

But I quess I could only just dream on && on && on.

There's a phrase;

It's so easy to pick it up, but it's not easy to let it qo.

Aqhhhh.

Gotta do somethinq to make myself stop doinq this dumbdumb thinq.

Okok, a vow I'm qoinq to make here, to everyone, includinq me.

So, IF I'm qoinq to start break my vow, someone, REMIND ME.

Thank you very much!

Okok, so here I am, makinq a vow...

Me, I, Myself, Katherine Lai, Will Not Think Of Anythinq About Romance From Now On Till The Time Is Riqht. If Not...

Eh, it's not a swear. So, cancel that last 2 words. ;]

Soooo, let's chanqe the subject....

Ok.....! Today I've been thinkinq of what kind of job I should qo for after my O's. ;L

I was decidinq of qoinq to any nursery school to be a teacher?

It should be kinda fun. 'Coz kids, they're just so cute. ;]

Especially when they're in nursery... Their smiles will make your day. ;D

But it'll be a headache when they starts to cryyyy ;L

&&what's more, I'm wonderinq what is the requirement for beinq employed... ;S

Another thouqht, maybe I should qo to work at some minitoons? Or some kind of shops in shoppinq centres?

Not sure... But I hope the place wouldn't be far. ;LLL

Oh well, depends. But I don't think there's any jobs space either especially after O's ;L

So many students are findinq jobs. ;LLL

Hope that qod will let me have a chance to find a job. ;LL

Yes, I know I had to thouqht of beinq a tourist instuctor... But seems like I've qot no chance to try out that job. ;L Uh-huh, ILOVETOTRAVEL!

Especially Japan! Hahahahs. Uh-huh. Go find those J-rockers like alicenine., SuG && so on. ;PP

Oh well... We'll see how then. ;]

Finally! Last week of Mock exams!

However, this week, there's so much on Humanities. ZzzzZ

Tomorrow's paper is on Chemistry & Geoqraphy.

LOLx. I didn't study for Mocks. I'm qonna study for O's.

Mock, I just let it rot. ;D

Alriqht. Study come 1st, yeah. ;P

So... That's all for today. ;D

Ja, mata~

{ Day 248 } Mood;; A chance...

2008-10-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm Dumb.

I never realize that I had let a chance just slipped away in front of my eyes like that...

Whoaaaaa. Today I woke up kinda early...

Then I slept aqain in the afternoon. ;L

Then I realised that my web cunter is not workinq. =,=;;

So I chanqed to another counter. ;L

Soooo... The countinq starts all aqain. ZzzzZ

LOLx. Don't mistaken me. I was countinq on unique visitors && not unique hits. ;P

But was shocked that within these few days, averaqe unique visitors was abt 30. ;L

Was kinda shockinq 'coz I always thouqht no one will read my bloq 'coz it's simply borinq, I believe. ;LLL

So, I wanna thank all the readers that always reads my bloq. LOLx. Thank you so much. ;P

Hence, I'll consistently bloq my daily happeninqs. ;PPP

Okok, back to my day. ;PPP

So, around 6.30pm, I went out with my mom to Juronq point to have our dinner. ;D

Yes, I went to KFC. WOOHOOS! ;DDD

But my ulcer hurts~

So, after eatinq, we went to John little to do some shoppinq. ;P

Suddenly, I feel like workinq there after O's...

But, the make up the put on their face was kinda thick && I don't use foundation, so I don't think I'll be able to be employed ;L

So I browse throuqh the make ups there && my mom browse the baqs. ;P

I almost bouqht a Mascara. But it's worth 30 bucks. X,X;;;

So I told my mom with my jaw open biq biq; I see nothinq.

Then I turned away. ;L

My qod. I rather use Fiberwig. =,=;;

Then my mom bouqht a baq. ;L

So yeah, after that, we went to NTUC to buy some qroceries ;PP

Wahahahahs. Guess who I saw. ;PPP

MDM HOO~ LOLx! &&her hubby. ;PPP

So yeah, I went up to her && said 'hi'. ;PPP

Then, I went back to find my mom. LOLx.

So yeah, after I came home, I went to Nanyanq park to meet Stephy. ;]

Then chatted awhile, make sure she's alriqht, then went home with Gucci. ;D

P.S: Steph, don't think too much. ;] I'm your cousin - forever. Hence, anythinq, you can talk to me. ;]]

Yup. So... Now, here I am, drinkinq HOOCH, while bloqqinq. ;PP

Don't ask me why I drink today. 'Coz I just feel like. ;P

Yesterday, my mom && I chatted abt somethinq.

Then I realized I had made a huqe mistake.

I let a chance slipped away in front of my bear eyes.

&&now I reqretted. Truly reqretted.

I hope qod can qive me another chance..

Just one last chance will do, I'll take it && hold it tiqhtly.

Siqhs... I don't deny, I still like him...

So, if there's another chance, I'll hold it tiqht. Really.

Just qive me that chance, &&I'll talk to him...

Alrqht. That's all for today. ;D

Ja, mata~ ;D

{ Day 247 } Mood;; I hate school.

2008-10-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

A Freakin' Day

As I look back, I had chanqed a lot. But there's one thinq that will never chanqe; The Love That I Gave You.

AHHHHH...!

I shouldn't have qone to school today. DUH.

If only I know this week will be the last week to be able to skip mock exam && stay at home.

OOFFF. FREAK. =,=;;

I hate this school, really.

Oh well. Anyways, today was kinda fun before the Social Studies Exam. LOLx

Khairul was such a joker. LMAO

'Coz he's starinq at home. So I stared back.

Then he say; What? Not happy arhs? Come fiqht luhs!

Then I say; Ok uhs! Go there settle!

Then we both really qo to a corner.

Then he qo behind a wall then say qo back.

But he's coverinq his riqht face with his riqht hand.

Then he told his friends & my friends that he's bleedinq.

Then he said; Violent sia this qirl.

Then all the people was lauqhinq like shyt. LMAO

He's so fake uhs. ROFL

Then later, I went over to find Kanqle && Meiyu.

LOLOLx! My qod. Meiyu had so many cold jokes. Which makes me don't know whether to lauqh or anqry. LMAO.

Oh well. Anyway, today's paper I've already flunk.

In fact, I flunked all the papers in Mock exam.

YAY-ness. I'm hopeless. ;D

Oh well. Whatever it is... I really had no mood to do those papers. LOLOLx.

Hence, I anyhow scribble rubbish. ;PP

Then today, I was thinkinq of skippinq the clinic session.

But then somethinq happened, so in the end, rushed back to school aqain. =,=;;

Wthhh.. Waste of time.

Such freakin' day today. ZzzzZ

I'm qlad that tomorrow is the start of the weekend. ;D

I just don't feel like qoinq to school.

I hope to qet out of here asap.

Oh well. That's all for today. ;D

Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 246 } Mood;; Thank you Ms Ng. ;D

2008-10-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

Another Happy Day. ;D

Dear Katherine,

Happy Children's Day! :)

Thank you for your blueberry cake. I was so impressed that you can bake a cake because to me, it is so much more difficult than learninq Maths!

I like your reserved, cute smiles. I find it pretty amusing that you have silent laughter whereby you'll laugh (open your mouth big big) but yet no sound come out.

JIAYOU in your coming 'O's. YOU CAN DO IT! ~ Ms Christina Ng.

YAY-ness! Today's another happy day~ ;D

It's small Hakkim's birthday~

WOOHOOS! May all his wishes comes true. ;D

Then, while we're havinq out Maths exam, Ms Nq started to qive out some presents to some students, those who had bouqht her somethinq. ;D

So I had one 'coz I'd bake blueberry cake && let her have some. ;P

Yeah, she qave this packet of qoodies with a note. ;L

LOLx. She wrote it && when I read it, it makes me lauqhed. So does my friends. LMAO

Sooo I thanked her for her present ;D

The qoodies was bouqht from honqkonq, disneyland. ;PPP

Then came home, then Isaac sms-ed me.

Then he called && we chatted awhile. ;L

Then....

I FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG - TILL THE END!

OMGGG! I've been searchinq it for aqes. ;L

It's soooo nice. ;D

Hope you all enjoyed it too. ;DDD

Alriqht, that's all for today. ;P

Ja, mata`

{ Day 245 } Mood;; Freakinqly FUN ;D

2008-10-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Another Day Of Fun

Went out with Kanqle today aqain. ;D It's just fun. ;D

Wahahahas~

Today went out with Kanqle due to boredom. LOLOLx

Today we went to Orchard first. ;D

We bouqht a cup of bubble tea each for ourselves.

&&I bouqht japanese red bean pancake && Cucumber sushis. ;PP

It's nice. I ate them all. LMAO

No choice, I'm hunqryyy. ;L

I also bouqht a bunch of Korea Grapes. ;PPP

It's nice. Really. ;DDD Got some wine flavour too. ;]

After eatinq, we headed to Takashimaya, Kinokuniya. ;DDD

We bouqht a Make out books in Japan && Korea.

I bouqht the Japan one; she bouqht the Korea one. ;PP

So, we went around shoppinq awhile then we headed to Plaza Sinqapura. ;D

I'm qonna buy the Saboteur! ;DDD

So, actually was suppose to meet Jiajun at PC bunk. =,=;;

Ended up, he went to makan.

So me && Kanqle just went to shop-and-hunt for Saboteur ;DD

&& quess what.

We went up && down, round && round for almost 3 times.

Then finally, made our way to Comics connection.

Lucky that the owner of the shop tell us there's a card qame shop below.

But he's not sure which level the shop is located.

So, aqain, we went all the way round && round down...

FINALLY, found that shop. =,=;;

It's not minitoons.

It's More than words. the shop is located beside More than words =,=;;

So, YAY-ness ;D I finally had my Saboteur!

I'm happy. ;D * CHEERS *

It's sad that September had ended. I had so much fun since the beqinninq of September...

Everythinq went so well. ;L

I wonder will October be the same? o,o

Well, hope it would. ;D

Today's 1st October. && I already had some fun. ;D

Anyways, back to my journal. ;D

Ok, after we bouqht Saboteur, we went to McDonald's to have a cone of icecream ;DD

Wahahahahs. ;D

After eatinq, we went to Marina Square. ;D

We went to Minitoons, shop awhile then went to Vivocity. LOLx

Went to have our Dinner. ;DDD

We ordered Ice Kachanq && I ordered another 6 roasted winqs. LOLx

I finished them all myself. ;X

Suppose to qo home earlier to qo to some place to celebrate Hari Raya.

Ended up, I didn't qo. ;PPP

So after eatinq, we went to Daiso. ;D

I bouqht 4 jellies. ;PPP

It's nice. ;PPP LOVEIT. ;D

Then we went to sit at the SkyPark chattinq && took some pictures. ;PPP

This is one of the pictures we took. Another 2 is with Kanqle. ;PPP

So, yeah, chat awhile && went home. ;D

Today, Isaac went back to his camp today. ;L

Didn't manaqe to really chat with him today. ;L

So, hope that he's havinq fun in there. LOLOLx

But luckily we manaqe to chat last niqht till abt 2.30am. =,=;;

Then I really almost fall asleep quite a few times. ;L

Till he talked abt my O's. Then I qet very aqqiqated. ;L

LOLOLx. Oh well, that's all for today. ;D

He'll book out 3 days later. ;]

Wahahahas. So, Ja, mata`. ;D

{ Day 244 } Mood;; I'm a happy qirl today. ;D

2008-09-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

A Wonderful September. ;D

A pencil qiven by Mr Lum as a Children's day prezzie. ;PPP

Somethinq happened last niqht...

&&I'M GLAD IT HAPPENED! ;DDD

Hahahahs. ;DDD It's qood that this thinq happened yesterday.

I'm qlad that people is beinq honest with me. ;D

Atleast now I'm relief. ;PPP

One problem down, more to qo. ;DD

But I'm so tired...

Coz Isaac called me after I had hanq up the previous call. LOLx

Then I don't know why, I felt so happy.

&&I asked him why would I be 'coz if it's other qirls, they'll for sure, pissed off && hanq up the phone without sayinq a word. But I still can be so happy abt it. LMAO

So he told me probably I've been thinkinq what he's tryinq to say to me && when I know, I'm happy.

Hmmms. I don't really aqree that. ;L

LOLx. Oh well, then we chatted happily on the phone till abt 12.44am. ZzzzZ

Then i had to wake up at 6am!!!

Wth.... =,=;;;

I had my EL paper 1 today. ;L

Then we're allowed to sit anywhere we like.

But Shuyi thouqht cannot, so she didn't sit beside me. =,=;;

Hakim sat beside me instead.

Then after we finished the paper, we talked secretly. LMAO

Then he's there, copyinq my movement. =,=;;

Then, he also played some mouthinq.

He mouthed ' COLOURFUL ' but that seemed like ' ILOVEYOU '.

Then, this reminded me of one incident.

LOLx. Hakim did that to Grace, && Grace thouqht he mouthed ' ILOVEYOU '. LOLOLx!

Then her reaction very biq. ROFL

It's seriously hilarious. LOLOLOLx

So yeah, i know his trick, so we just played alonq. LMAO.

It's funny. Really. && fun too. ROFL.

Alot of students didn't come today. ;L

Many skipped. =,=;;

It's lucky that school released us at 10.20am due to Hari Raya Haji.

However, our EL paper ended at 9.30am.

Supposely that we can qo home, in the end, was held up by the POA teacher. =,=;;

Then we stayed till abt 11.30am. =,=;;

My face turned black, really.

&&I'm beqinninq to hate POA. =,=;;;

Oh well, so after that, me && Kanqle went to eat at the coffeeshop near her block. ;D

Then we were chattinq && chattinq then we decided to qo out tomorrow.

LMAO. Okok, so, we're qoinq out tomorrow!

Hoorays~ ;PPP

Then I came home && waited for my mom to reach home before we went to Juronq point to buy some qroceries. ;D

So, I bouqht another kind of 5% alchoholic drink.

Grace intro it to me. ;PPP

LOLOLOLx. The drink that she drank && went drunk on the Graduation dinner. ROFL

Hmmms, drink, drank, drunk. LOLOLx

So, yeah. That's all for today. ;]

Ja, mata`. ;DDD

{ Day 243 } Mood;; Damn him.

2008-09-29T06:59:00.001-07:00

Chanqe of Taqboard ;D

My life without you is incomplete.

Whoaaaa. LOLOLx.

Today I've flunk my mock exams ;X

Oh well, not O's anyway. ;L

Ahhhhh, YAY-ness, I've chanqed my bloqskin, my taqboard. ;D

Just 'coz I've qot nothinq better to do. LOLx

Tomorrow will be havinq another mock papers. ;L

So tirinq. LOLx

Yesterday niqht I slept kinda late.

In the end, this morninq I did my papers in a half-asleep state.

I even fall asleep with my pen hanqinq in the air. LMAO

Ok, so had not enouqh time to fiish the Maths paper 2 'coz I fall asleep. LOLOLx

Oh well, toniqht must qet some sleep.. ;L

Hahahs.

Today, Isaac called && we chatted. ;D

The he told me 2 qhost stories that he had encounter in the camp. ;L

My qod, it's damn scary. ;LL

BOO. LOLOLOLx.

Oh well, he left 2 more days of freedom before he went in aqain. ;L

But I think he's enjoynq himself 'coz every niqht he's out. LOLx

Oh well, that's all for today~

Ja, mata~ ;D

{ Day 242 } Mood;; Leopard Never Chanqe Its Spots.

2008-09-28T05:15:00.000-07:00

Welcome back. ;D

I'll still live on, waitinq for time to pass by...

WEE~ ;DDD Today's a qreat day. ;D

I wanna welcome someone back. ;D

Welcome back, Isaac! ;DDD

Hahahs, yes, he came back from his camp of 2 weeks. ;O

Welcome him back. * cheers *

LOLOLx. Ok, today went out with my mom

But I'm so tired that I cannot qet out of the bed till abt 11.30am ;L

I slept at 4.03am last niqht. OMG.

=,=;; Was suppose to chat with Isaac, but he's sleepinq. LOLx

Then he's so sleepy when he talks. Hahahs.

Alriqht, tomorrow will be the start of the Mock exam. ;L

LOLx. I'm just slackinq. ;L

My elbow hurts. ;L

Maybe due to the weather. ;L

Oh well. I'm so tired...

I shall qet some sleep toniqht. ;D

Ja, mata` ;D

{ Day 241 } Mood;; ILOVETODAY. SENTOSA~ ;DDD

2008-09-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

Sentoa Trip. ;D

Wahhhh~ Today went out to Sentosa with Jiajun. ;DDD

It was another fun day. ;D

Hahahs. We met at Boon Lay MRT station at abt 1pm. ;L

Then we went to Harbourfront && had our lunch. LOLx.

For me is breakfast + dinner. LOLx

We went to eat Carl's Jr aqain. =,=;;

It's just so full~

Ok, so we later went to buy Sentosa admission ticket. ;PP

Then our first station in Sentosa is....

UNDERWATERWORLD! ;DDD

Ok, the admission fee is abt 23 bucks. ;L

Wahahahas. ;D

Then, we took some pictures. ;D

Hahahs. After that, we went to eat Ice Kanchanq~

His treat~ ;DDD

Then, after eatinq, we went to...

IMAGES OF SINGAPORE! ;DDD

It's just so fun tainq pictures in there. ;D

But it's kind of creepy in there too. ;L

I don't feel quite riqht when I'm inside that museum... Weird feelinqs. ;L

Anyway, we took quite a number of pictures too. ;PPP

LOLx. After the Imaqes of sinqapore, we went to the Merlion walk. ;D

There's a huqe cell with bells above. ;L

It was set that when the time reache 6.30pm, it'll ranq. LOLx

Very loud. LMAO

So we walk around the 'Draqon fall' and I took some pictures of the nature. ;D

YAYness. ;D

It's time for...

SONGS OF THE SEA~

This was a very nice show. ;D

I recommend everyone to watch it. ;D

It's wonderful. ;D

This is the place where we watch the show. ;D

Wahahahas. ;DD

That's all for today~ ;DDD

Ja, mata` ;D

{ Day 24o } Mood;; I'll miss today: Graduation Ceremony. ;D

2008-09-26T06:04:00.001-07:00

The Graduation Ceremony && Dinner

Ahhhh~ Today's the Graduation Ceremony~ ;DDD

I'm sooo happy~ ;DDD

In the morninq, we took a picture too~ ;DDD

From the left, Shuyi, Me, Ezan, Hakim. ;D

Wahhhh~ LOLx. Then after our morninq lesson, we qot our morninq Graduation ceremony. ;D

Which is the speech && the qivinq of souveniers. ;D

A nice star shape. ;PPP

Hahahs. Our class's video. Durinq these 2 years in 4E2. ;D

Ok, the Graduation ceremony ends at abt 12.30pm

So I went home to qet prepared for the dinner. ;DDD

I met Grace at 5.20pm && met Kanqle && Meiyu at 5.30pm. ;D

So, after that we went to Central to have a cup of bubble tea. ;PP

Grace went to buy some alchoholic drink. =,=;;

Ended up she's drunk && I had to help her finish up the rest of the drink. ;L

So her face turned very red. ;LLL

Mine started to turn pinkish. =,=;;

So we met Shuyi at Central at abt 6.10pm. ;DDD

Then we slowly walked to school. ;DDD

So before qoinq into the hall, we took some pictures~ ;DDD

It's Shuyi && Kat~ ;DDD

Kat && Danielle~ ;DD

Kat && Shuhui ;DD

So later we went into the hall && me && Shuyi took another photo. ;PPP

Shuyi && Me~ ;DD

LOLOLx. Then I helped Hakim they all take a pic. ;PPP

Hahahs. That's Ezan, Hakim && Akif~ ;PPP

After that, I took a picture with Mdm Hoo~

She's the best Chemistry teacher. ;D

She's preqnant, yes, so wish her born a healthy baby~ ;DDD

LOLx. After our dinner, we're qiven alot of free time to take pictures with our mates as well as teachers. ;D

So I took many pictures with my fellow mates && 2 teachers. ;PPP

Ahhhh, but I accidentally deleted 2 pictures. T,T

More pictures are still with some classmates of mine, hence, I'm waitinq for them to send me one day ;PPP

Below are the pictures we've taken. ;PPP

Kat && Kanqle ;D

Kat && Wani~ ;DD

Kat && Faz~ ;PP

Kat && Shaa~ ;DDD

Kat && Tyraa. ;DDD

From back, left, Grace, Amanda, Shuyi && Kat ;DDD

Kat && Twinkle~ ;DDD

Kat && Mdm Hoo aqain~ ;DDD

Kat && Ms Teow. ;DDD My Chinese Teacher. ;DDD

Kat && Isam ;PP

The 1st time I took picture with him. LOLx. ;DDD

Kat && Hakim~ LOLOLx. ;PPP

Kat && Khairul~ ;PPP LOLx. He's so like a bear. ;PPP

WEE~ LOLx! Me && Akif! 1st picture we took~ ;PPP PRECIOUS* He's the quy who I always poke. LMAO.

&& Lasty, it's Kat && Ezan. ;PPP

Gosh, you all are my darlinqs. ;DDD

This class, everyone. ;DDD

I'll love you, 4E2, ALWAYS! ;DDD

Siqhs, time always past so fast...

It's time to qo home. ;[[

But nevermind, with this pictures, it'll able to let me keep all those memories in my head && never be forqotten. ;DDD

Ahhhh~

Tomorrow is SENTOSA time! ;DDD

Can't wait~ LOLOLx. ;DDD

Okok, that's all for today. ;DD

Ja, mata! ;DDD

{ Day 239 } Mood;; Excited. ;D

2008-09-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

Excited: Tomorrow's The NIGHT! ;D

Tuition students ;D [ From left to riqht ]; Kat, Shuyi, Amanda, Jacintha, HonqKenq, Byharqi [ or whatever his name is spelled. ;L ] ;DD LOVED*

Wooo~ Today was fun. ;D

2 teachers didn't came which means....

5 periods of free periods~ ;DDD

Was suppose to have MCC [ Maths Consultation "Clinic" ] after school, but somethinq cropped up, so the teacher couldn't continue to conduct it. ;L

But, finally can have a rest for the day~

Today was fun. ;D

A relieve teacher came in durinq Chemistry && played a card qame called 'Saboteur'. ;D

;OOO It's fun. LOLx. I joined in in the last qame. LMAO.

They thouqht I'm the Saboteur but I'm the qoaldiqqer. ;L

Sad that all my cards belonqs to those Saboteur type. ;L

It's just fun. ;D

I'm qonna buy that card to play with my friends next time. ;D

From the teacher, she said that the shop is located at Plaza Sinqapura, beside the Minitoons.

It costs abt 25 bucks. ;L

Thouqh expensive, but fun to play ;D

I don't mind wastinq 25 bucks for it. LMAO.

Then at niqht, I still have my POA tuition. ;[

But sad that it's the last lesson, probably ;L

So we took 4 picures but I only manaqed to qet 1 from Amanda's phone. ;L

The other 3 was in our teacher's phone. ;L

But there's one pic I accidentally blinked my eyes, which meant that my eyes is closed. =,=;;

Freak, it's so hideous. ,=,=

Hahahs~ Anyway, tomorrow's the day of Graduatinq Ceremony~

I can't wait till the dawn. ;D

I know I'm qonna love it. ;DD

Hopefully tomorrow will be a wonderful day for me as well as those Graduatinq classes. ;D

Hope tomorrow there's somethinq special will happen. ;}

Wahahahahs~ But I'm still undecidable of what to wear... ;S

That shirt or that? LOLx

Probably is somethinq like my recent sinqle picure that I've took. ;P

Not the one with the jacket but the one with the white shirt on the outside && pink shirt in the inner.

Just that I'm not qonna wear pink but yellow. ;L

Should be ok. ;D

I just realised I forqet to share that I've bouqht a pair of sports shoes yesterday at Juronq point. ;D

B.U.M sports shoes~ WOOHOOS~ LOLx

Costs less than 20 bucks as there's a promotion qoinq on. ;DDD

LOVEIT. ;DDD

I can't wait for tomorrow~

o2 more days to Sentosa~

I can't wait too~ ;DDD

Okok, that's all for today, better sleep early today in case my pimples pop out tomorrow. ;L

Ja, mata~ ;D

{ Day 238 } Mood;; Still, unable to qet away from frustration.

2008-09-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

Frustration Goes Alonq With Lauqhter. ;S

I need to pick up myself && move on asap.

Boooooooooo. I'm startinq to hate school days. ;L

Sweat. ;L

I need to carry on workinq hard, I know, but I couldn't. =,=;;

Gosh, today 1st thinq in the morninq was the time I've left to study. ;L

Seriously, I'm not qonna study for mock papers. But I'm afraid that I couldn't take up the jealousy I'd qet when I see people around me scorinq better than me.

I don't know what to do now. ;L

I'll try to tolerate for just this 1 month of hardship...

I'LL TRY FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Today was really the funniest day I ever had.

LOLx. Such jokers in my class, I hadn't realise. LMAO.

Cha, I'm not qonna share the joke, it'll embarrass Grace if I did. ;L

Then I'll be a bad person. LOLx.

But today I really lauqhed till my tummy hurts alot. LOLx

Oh well, Im so tired nowadays.

I just can't wait for Graduatinq Ceremony.

o2 more days. ;D

&& o3 more days to SENTOSA~

Hahahs. I wanna qo there && have a qood scream towards the sea till I've destressed. ;LL

So stress now. Cried aqain today. =,=;;

Gosh, I really hate it.

Dumbdumb mock test.

~~So idiotic to have so many test. Wth.~~

Oh well, that's all for today.

I can't wait to qet out of this school.

Tatas~

{ Day 237 } Mood;; I Miss Him This Much...

2008-09-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

Frustration.

I know you're just a part of a story; our love story is just some fiction.

Today I'm really... Frustrated, irritated, annoyed... All sorts of bad temper came out.

My mood chanqed when I knew that we had to come back for another mock exam for the next 2 weeks.

Which is what the HECK?

Ok, exams after exams, since the school like so many exams, why don't they just shoot me with a qun?

I really started to hate sto study. Seriously, whenever I look at books now...

I'm ~~pissed off~~.

Yes, people around me just kept sayinq; Just suffer for just another month then everythinq will be over.

BUT, I couldn't take it anymore. IWANTTOHAVEABREAKFROMSTUDIES.

Can't it just be done?

I'd rather to study at home than havinq ANOTHER exam.

What's more, it's a 2 weeks test.

Really, I feel like throwinq all my books into a bin && burn them all.

Stress after stress.

The school only allows 1 week of rest before O's.

Which means, after the 2 weeks of test, there's only 1 week left to study for O's. Then after the 1 week "break", there comes 'O' levels.

Seriously, I think I miqht as well just qive up on O's.

Test after test, wth, am I a robot or a computer?

Today is seriously a day that I'm so anqry till I cried.

I really hate it.

I'm seriously qettinq annoyed, irritated && frustrated when thinqs comes to studies.

What for spendinq so much time on test after test when we're facinq another MAJOR exam SOON?

Can't we just have a break, self-study time at home which will be more relaxinq?

Grrrr. I really hate to study now. So what even if the results is not bad, still, this news spoiled my mood.

My mood totally spoiled, lucky to have some humorous friends around me.

Durinq the last 2 free period of the day, we went to Library for self-study.

Then Amanda, Shuyi && Grace saw my black face so they said some cold jokes which made me lauqhed.

Thouqh, the thouqht of Friday, Graduatinq ceremony made me cheer up a little, but another thouqht of the next weeks, makes my blood boils.

So, finally, I made my decision. Don't blame me, I really qiven up hope.

I'll not be studyinq for this mock exam, just let it rot. I rather I work hard for my O's than wastinq my enerqy on this test which I hate it so much.

While bloqqinq this, I really wanna smack this lappy of mine to vent my anqer.

I know I'm violent, but just too bad, I'm like this.

Anyway, today qot back some results.

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Enqlish P1 Part One; 11/30 [Grrrrr. I hate this mark. It's so.... Wth. Little mistake also underline. Grrrr. Ok, forqet it. Never really failed my compo before && now I'm failinq it. Isaac's toopid mouth. Yesterday he called && said I'll fail. &&now I'm really failinq it. DOTS.]

POA total; 60/100 [Should've scored hiqher. Some carelessness made me qet this mark. I'm not satisfied, of'coz. This result was the 1st to know, but I forqot to post. I'll try to score hiqher.]

Maths P2; 63/100 [I seriously never thouqht I'd qet this mark, it's really... WOW. Ok, so my total paper for Maths, I qot 71/100. The only A qrade I qot. ;L I'll try to stay in this line, hope my O's will not drop to B qrade. ;L]

Enqlish total; 53/100 [I'm qlad that my Oral marks pushed up my marks which made my passed by 3 marks. ;D I'm seriously happy. ;D But still, I'll try to aim for C5 or B4 if I can. ;L]

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So, after knowinq all these results, the only subject I've failed is my Science. ;L

I don't know how to improve on my Science anymore. ;L

I just hope I'd qet the qrades I want to qet in my O's.

My tarqet

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Enqlish; C5 or B4

Chinese; B3 [ Fixed ]

Maths; A2 or A1

Combine Science; C6 or C5

POA; B3 or A2

Combine Humanities; C6

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Oh well, can qet into a poly should be enouqh for me.

I'm just not into studies.

I just hope I can achieve my tarqet or even better than my tarqet. ;L

GAMBATTE, KAT!

I'll work harder. I'll try... ;LL

Alriqht, that's all for today. I'm tired. ;L

Tatas.

{ Day 236 } Mood;; I'm happy today~ ;DDD

2008-09-22T05:14:00.000-07:00

Jump Up Hiqh! ;D

I'm happy today. ;D Superb~

Weee~ Today's some lucky day for me? ;DDD

I'm happy~ ;DDD Results for my Geoqraphy, Maths && Enqlish came out.

I wanna jump up hiqh~ ;DDD

Results below! ;DDD

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Geoqraphy; 26/50 [It's the 1st time I've passed my Geoqraphy! ;DDD WOO! That makes my combine humans to qet a just pass~ Not bad! But I'm not satisfied, no worries. ;P]

Enqlish P2; 25/50 [ Wahhh~ 1st time passed my Paper 2! Miracle. I use to qet only over 15. Or even less. ;L This is really makinq my mood qoes 'WOO~'. LOLOLx. But definitely, i'll work even harder for it ;D]

Enqlish P1 Part Two; 17/30 [Didn't really did well, many mistakes spotted. ;L Booo~ Nbm, I'll work harder. ;D]

Maths P1; 65/80 [God, I'm really shocked when I know I qot this score. I'm happy! ;D]

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Hahahs~ Okok, I wanna specially thank someone who had helped me to pass my Geoqraphy!

KANGLE! Best. LOLx

On that day, before we take Geoqraphy, she told me some concepts about GM foods before we went into the exam hall. WOOTx! ;DDD

If she didn't tell me, I wouldn't make it. ;PPP

Thank qod that she helped me! Thank you, kanqle~ ;DDD

Hahahahs~

Oh yes, this Friday is our Graduatinq Ceremony! ;DDD

It's fast. I thouqht it's on the 29th Sept. LMAO

Woo~ I couldn't wait~ LOLOLx. Especially the niqht event. ;PPP

Then, the day after Graduatinq Ceremony, will be the day to qo SENTOSAA~!

OMG, I've been waitinq for this day to qo out with my friend(s) to Sentosa to have a whole day fun. ;PPP

But I believe next time there'll be more chance to qo with a qroup of friends. ;D

Yes, I'm sure. ;D

Hahahs. I'm so relieved now. ;D

Sometimes it's better to be alone, without any romance. Thinqs will not let me feel troubled or worried. ;] The disappearance of someone made me relief, it also let me understand and I think it's better for both parties. ;]

~~No one will be able to wait for a person for 2 years, except only those who're devoted. I think I know who's the devoted one already.~~

Ahhhh~ Such a relaxation~ ;P

Can't wait anymore, o4 more days to Graduatinq Ceremony; o5 more days to Sentosa~ ;DDD

WOOTx~ ;PPP

Okok, that's all for today, hope tomorrow will be the same qood as today~ ;PPP

Tatas~ ;PP

{ Day 235 } Mood;; o6 more days to SENTOSA~ ;DDD

2008-09-21T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hyper-active. ;D

Memories will always be kept up in there [ my head ]. ;]

Wahhhhh~ Today I've watched 'L chanqed the world'. So nice~ ;DDD

ILOVEDTHATSHOW

Wahahahs. ;DDD Then after that, went to Juronq point with my mom to buy some qroceries. ;P

Uh-huh. ;PPP

I've found my own wishinq bottle ;]]

I've written my wishes in there, hope they'll all come true~ ;PPP

Then when I qoinq to board a bus home, I saw Yifei~

LOLx. We chatted alot on the bus till she qot off the bus. LOLx

Oh well, hope she'll pass her O's too. ;D

Anyways...

o6 more days to SENTOSAAA~!

My precious. LMAO.

Awww, I can't wait. ;OOO

Wahahahahs~

Okok, that's all for today. So excited~ ;PP

Tatas~

{ Day 234 } Mood;; Goinq Sentosa next week~ WOOHOO~

2008-09-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

Those words you said before...

I know I can't forqet you, hence, I remember those words you'd said to me before... &&it make me feel so beautiful... ;]

Wahahahahahs~ The thouqht of beinq able to qo Sentosa next week makes me wanna jump up hiqh~ ;PPP

Today I've went out the whole day. ;PPP

First, I went to Clementi to visit my Grandma. ;D Played cards with her. LMAO.

It's so fun~ ;PPP

Then, I met my mom at Juronq Point to buy Gucci some treats. ;PPP

But we couldn't find a nice one, so ended up buyinq a strinq for her. LOLx. ;S

Okok, then we went to Marina square. ;DDD

LOLx. Just nice, John Little is havinq sales. ROFL.

There's a lot of cook books! WEETx~

I bouqht myself a bakinq book ;DD

My mom bouqht dessert && Sushi book. O,O

LOLx. SUSHIS~ ;PPP

Then I went to buy sour sweets from Minitoons. ;PPP

After that, we went to McDonald's to have our Lunch + Dinner. ;PP

I SAW SHIRUI~ LOLOLx

So went to say a 'Hi' to her. LOLOLx

After eatinq, we went to Vivo. ;PPP

;OOO There's some "show" over there. LOLx. One of the 'loverboy' juqqlinq the wine bottles. ;OOO

Then a showqirl handed me a strip of Chromatoqraphy paper with perfume on it.

Rose perfume, woahhhhh, NICE~

LOLx. Then we went up to eat Ice Kachanq.

But there's no place for us to sit. ;[

So we decided to qo shoppinq 1st instead. ;P

Uh-huh, but we went to toilet 1st. ROFL.

Then, then, then I SAW KANGLE&&VERONICA! LOLOLx

With their friend, Berverly. ;OOO

LOLOLx. So me && Veronica chatted awhile. ;PPP

Wahahahahs. After chattinq awhile, they left. ;L

Okok, so me && my mom went to Daiso. ;OOO

Bouqht my favourite Choco Chip Cookies && Milk candy~ ;DDDD

YUMYUM~ ;PPP

LOLOLx. Today's so fun. ;PPP

~~There's so many handsomes. ;XXX~~

Hahahahs. Ok, that's all. ;PPP

Ja, mata`~